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UPDATE - MOVED TO ONSUGAR.

2010-03-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

this blog has been officially imported into onsugar.com!

view the other blog at:

http://www.thbrokenheels.onsugar.com

i won't be posting in blogger anymore, thanks to the lagginess.
but i'll still leave it here nonetheless.
& will be checking the tagboard time to time. :)

UPDATE - SOMETHING DIFFERENT.

2010-02-28T18:24:00.004+08:00

iris made a tough decision on 26th Feb 2010.
and she hopes it's not a wrong one.
i thought what they said were just being pessimistic.
but i guess it's true afterall.
life isn't as easy as i thought.
and i'm sure from now onwards it won't get any easier.
since i made the choice,
i shall just stick to it and not regret afterwards.
many thanks to Mr Soon & Eunice. :)
Mr Soon, you're so inspiring.

and i find myself looking for a change in life.
no, nothing to do with the people i love.
but that spark of life seemed to have vanished.
maybe something, or someone will bring it back.

i have a liking for street dancing.
(ohsohawrt!)
and i think Katy Perry is really really gorgeous.

i tink i lost weight thanks to the fever i had.
all my pants are so loose! :(
there goes my rare 43kg. mumu.

hopefully the aircons are coming in tmr.
and i'll finally have the chance to enjoy an aircon classroom. :D
thanks to PRIME. muahahah.
but i think i'll get even more sleepy if there's aircon.
die.

the floats from Chingay did a last parade near my house yst.
got to see the floats at a short distance, so prettaye! :)

i have alot of movies i wanna catch.
realised i'm being kinda no life down here,
where did all my weekend movie dates go?
i'm just tuition, ballet & hw now. :(

ballet is getting worst.
i can't fork out time to go for all 4 practises i think i'm gonna start skipping cca to go for ballet.
i'm still all jelly when it comes to solo,
and i need to get the damn entree right. oh gosh.
BALLET EXAM DATE - 7TH APRIL 2010, 1.25pm.
maybe a late exam date is good,
i get more chances to practice.
i'm wondering whether i should continue ballet after grade 8.
time constraint and lost of passion.
gosh.

a piece of advice.
maybe it's time for you to reflect on yourself. a mirror might help.
and if you haven't realised, you've been building your happiness on other people's misery.

UPDATE - STOP TA-TA-TALKING THAT.

2010-01-24T18:47:00.002+08:00

ever felt like you wanna bash yourself up?

on fri before cca i went with the usual bunch to singpost for lunch.
wanted to post the FT Island greet & meet lucky draw form.
i happily wrote nice nice the application form,
den bounced to mail it, hoping can win den go watch with peapea.
chatted with pb along the way, and suddenly i was like..
"OH.MY.GOD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"huh what?"
"I DIDN'T PUT STAMP!"
i definitely felt like giving myself a punch in the face.
there goes my FT Island tickets. boohoo.

skipped tuition on Sat,
and headed down to Stage Image after ballet.
needa faster settle my exam ballet costume before i forget.
Nicole they all chose the colour & design le.
i'm kinda worried whether the low back will suit me. :/
and the bottle green is like.. oh so dark. :x
guess i have no choice anyway. so i shall make do with it. :)
there was this doggie in the shop,
and i was on my mark to run anytime.
the dog is cute but i'm scareeddd! :/
i prefer puppies. sleepy puppies are the best. HAHA.
after that went to TM & shop with mama.
bought a dress from Dressculture (which i love super alot),
and a coat from Bysi.
there's this malay guy working at HangTen,
and he looks so chinese!
he also damn pro, noe hw to speak chi, budden got accent.
den the aunties all find him v cute, so they keep
"boyyyy! what colour is this?"
"uhhh.. wo bu zhi dao. TT"
went to Kim Gary to eat.
mama ordered some kind of toast.
mama "uhh.. menu no.90 pls."
waiter "are you sure? it's kind of thick.."
me "thick? (aiya, at most 2 slices thick. -.-)"
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TADAH!!

the whole restuarant was looking at us,
waiting to see how my mom is gonna eat that .. ~~bread~~ block.
it was like.. our joke of the day.
i just showed by mom the pic again, & she was like..
"I'M GONNA PUKE."

Iris sees alot of valentine day presents,
and she wanna buy one but she has no one to give.
no, she has someone but she can't give it to him.
BOOHOO.

UPDATE - HALF A YEAR LOVE.

2010-01-13T18:04:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY BABY! :D

i guess half a year did pass fast isn't it?
i still remember how a few years ago you were someone so unreachable,
and a few months ago all i could think about is the warmth your heart gives to me.
many things have changed, i'm sure we did too.
for the worst or the better, we're just falling deeper & deeper with each other.
baby, i've never been able to say, in such confidence, that someone loves me so dearly.
but because it's you, because it's you that i love,
i have all the confidence to say that you love me, more than anyone ever does.
i don't care about what they say anymore.
they can take us as jokes for all they wanted,
but all i know, is that it doesn't affect us, cause we know this ain't a joke.
cause i know you love me, and everything else doesn't matter anymore.
the wait still goes on, i do feel tired at times, but i'm sure we'll tide through this.
i'm sorry i've been pretty worked up recently,
but life has been going so fast, i find it hard to catch up once i sidetrack.
thanks for all your understanding, and tolerance, when you yourselve is facing probs too.
what more can i wish for?
yes, it's been heartbreaking at times when things don't go smoothly,
cause i kept thinking how good it would be if you were here for me.
sometimes i feel us drifting, sometimes i feel us inseperable,
maybe the insecurity is still here, but i guess i don't have any other choice but to trust.
i'm not someone very logical, i do what i want to, i do what my heart tells me to.
and for that,
my heart tells me, all i want is you.
i love you baby.
i want you to hear this song boy.
"Vanilla Twilight" - owl city.

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on fri pea was so busy looking for *ahem*. HAHAHA.
so sweet!! wished i could just see him so easily,
just by circulating the sch. sigh.
anyway, he's so sweet, why not go for it? :)

interact is going to Japan in june.
dream or love is the issue but...
i dunno. i hate making choices. :/

scored an A1 for normal chi Os.
heaved a biggg sigh of relief.
heard that this year's Os results wasn't as good.
hoepfully JCs would be more lenient or smth.
wished my Os would go on fine.

i'm so packed with things i feel so drained out.
tuition, ballet, homework, cca, tests etc. urgh.

and some people are just not helping.

i don't do things i don't want to, and that's me.
i ignore things i find unnecessary, and that's how i stay myself.
you've been too busy judging my matters, you don't see yourself. & that's you.

UPDATE - TO CONCLUDE THE LOVES OF 2009.

2009-12-31T20:45:00.005+08:00

wait wait! good news first. I got my Agnes B wallet! :D
i was like drooling over it on a blogshop,
and then today Aunty Angeline came by & my wish is granted.
hearts to her. iris is sucha happy girl.

that aside.

2009 IS COMING TO AN END!
which means this blog is gonna turn 6 yrs old. :O
it's been a year with a bad start, and a not as bad ending.
the best things that happened to me,
are the people i've met, and the guy i'm in love with. :D

i've shared tons of laughter with a siaokia,
Claire teo thank you! :D
you this stupid girl, is this the way you treat me for the last day of 2009?!
okok, i love mark leeee. happy? HAHAH.
sorry & thanks for going thru so much with me,
you're.. dumber than i thought. LOL.
(not in academic sense.)
BFFs forever & ever & ever okayys!
edit: CLAIRE TEO WARNS ME TO WRITE LONGER. LOL.
okays la, eh you next year must jiayou k!
we'll tuition like siao & mug tgt,
tackle Os with full confidence.
i noe i always say these, but i'm serious abt it next year. :)
our 1st anniversary coming, Jan 2nd. :D
you better love me more okayyys! HAHHA.
babe, you're the best girlfriend i could ever ask for.
awwwww.

wake up calls and never ending advices,
thanks to the bunch of girl friends i have.
People like Belinda, Huishan, Meipeng, Rongda etc. :)
our never ending gossips & chats,
cries & laughter.
wouldn't survive without you all!

messing up my hair, baby talks,
arigato Gavie hingie. :D
stop peeing in your sleep,
and drool over chiobu! HAHAH.
stop facing things by yourselve,
you have your sister here okayyys!

all the heartache has gone by,
many thanks to Vivienne! :D
yes yes, the girl who's my "potential-emo-on-msn" partner.
love your inspiring advices.

dress sense, advices, zero degree celsius jokes, and sacarstic comments,
many thanks to the guys like Pb, Joel, Nick, Bin, Daniel, hanjie etc etc.
you guys have been the joy of my life. :D

laughters, pirouettes, sweating, bad piano skills,
many thanks to the ballerinas of Grade 8,
people like Simhwee, Xingyoong, Michelle Li & Tan etc. :D
some may have left, but i'll always love you!
because of many reasons, i nearly lost my passion for dance.
therefore, many thanks to the rest, for making me feel more comfortable during classes,
for making me feel like i belong. :)
i've adapted, and thanks it's all because of you all. :D

scolding of teachers, standing at the yellow line tgt,
many thanks to the people of 3EP'09! :D
you've been the cutest class i've been in.
it's the same tcher next year, but i suppose we'll find a way to survive.
graduate together, i love you peeps!

we might have drifted,
but HRY-EST is still loved!
jiayou for those who're trying another year,
and we'll get together soon alright?
you peeps will never be forgotten. ^^v

lastly,
the boy who brought me out of all that crash down,
the boy who made me turn so red all the time,
the boy whom i love so dearly,
thanks alot darling chakwa. :D
nehh, don complain that you're the last.
cause the last is the best! AHAHA.
even though we are not able to countdown side by side,
i can feel your warm and love.
thanks for always protecting me,
always thinking for me, always being there for me.
we've been through alot, but it's only the start i suppose.
from "i heart heart you" to "i love you",
from "senior" to "darlinggg" .
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU THINK OKAYYS. AHHAAS.
i hope to count down with you for the rest of the years, love.
many thanks for being my boyfriend,
and sorry you had to tolerate my randomness & PMS.
love you till bits. :D

2010 WISHES & THINGS I WAN TO ACCOMPLISH :
1. obvious. PASS Os WITH LIKE, SUPER FLYING COLOURS. :D
2. get into my ideal JC. uhh. VJC/ MJC?
3. spend my dec hols in HK with dear chakwa.
4. be able to celebrate darling's 18th birthday.
5. darling able to come prom night with me.
6. graduating vacation with BFFs!
7. prom night with girlfriends! YAYEEE.
8. get distinction for RAD Grade 8 ballet award.
9. PASS A MATHS DAMMIT.
10. spend sweet sixteen's birthday with all the people i love.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D

UPDATE - BLINGISH CHRISTMAS.

2009-12-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

spent christmas with Claire yst. :)
supposed to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with Joel, Gav, Eugene.
budden the queue was killer & the tix were all in selling fast modes. -.-
me and claire decided to go shopping instead of watching.
went LJS to eat, and the guys came over to find us as well.
halfway thru they dunno go where, den me and claire wandered abt TM.
wanted to go T1 to walk one round. :P
budden manicure caught our eyes.
the price is like super cheap compared to others!
cause i forgt to bring her pressie, so might as well treat her to mani. HAHA.
she took super dark reddish brown, mine's tropical pink. :D
i like the nail art!
but i had prob paying money afterwards, cause my nails keep getting damaged by the zipper. -.-
luckily the person help me touch up again. hahas.
took a cab home cause i'm late,
while i was opening the door i was like..
"Please please don't damage the nails..."
den the moment i pull, my index finger rubbed again the door. -.-''
a bit of folding ocurred, but you can't see them now. hahas. (Y)

webcam with darling till 1am yst.
absolute boyfriend SP was nice.
darling called me at abt 7-8am,
to tell me he's leaving for macau.
when i woke up at 12pm, i was wondering..
"Was it real that darling called?" HAHA.
he's coming back tonight, hope you have fun yeah!

uhh and yes, i woke up at 12pm. opsy!
darling, that's what happen if i dont get a morning call from you. HAHA.
oh, and what's better is, i just fell asleep on the sofa for an hour.
why am i sleeping so much?
maybe hammie's "I-AM-HIBERNATING. HMPF!" mode transferred on me. :B
daddy's at home so i can't do much. aishh.

i didn't drool on berry this time. :B

OH! & BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

PICTURES:

Mr. Darling Santa Claus. :B

HAHAH. paper hat & tissue beard.

i heart heart my snow effect. :D

you look like an elf.

HO HO HO.

rudolph the red nose reindeer!

Has a bottle cappy nose. :P

new clothes, yeah! (Y)

Christmas with claireee. :)

i heart heart my bling bling tank. HAHAH.

peepersss. cheeese. :B

&& that's the way i love you.

UPDATE - THAT FRUSTRATION.

2009-12-21T16:38:00.004+08:00

went self shopping on saturday.
met up with claire, gavie, eugene, nick, edmund, wenbin.
they went to watch movie while i shop. hahas.
settled presents, and found super cute stuff. :D

thanks claire teoteo for hippo tour free tickets!
yst we went to suntect to sit the ride.
hippotour ride = camwhore + dizziness + rain splashing + umbrella flipping + trees dodging.
it was fun nonetheless. :D
supposed to meet gav & mr.19 (Pengbo who just came back).
budden dunno why they nv come le.
head down to orchard & trot the streets.
walk wrong direction for fareast,
legs were breaking.
in the end the dessert stall nt open. TT
Forever 21 was like.. 4 stories high!
super happy. found pretty dresses oso. :)
i brought 60, i reach home with 50. LOL.
i didn't spend much, even though i went orchard. :D
Picture spam found HERE!

JOLIN DAMN FUNNY THAT DAY.
suddenly sms to ask me what will happen if a male dancer gets a boner while perf.
hahahahhaa.

iris hasn't finish her hols hw. :(
and she's been feeling.. unhappy recently. urgh.
oh, and she had a bad dream.

pictures:

new hair cut! :D

ps, i dunno what i'm doing. HAHA.

Berry wearing daddy's specs. :)

Daddy wearing berry's specs. (?)

HAHAHAHAHA. CLASSIC. :)

Daddy's cold, and berry's cold too! wrap up. :)

HAHAHAH. RAPPER CUM STALKER. :D

MR. FIREMAN. :D

CLASSIC. LOL.

if only chocolates could wash all these away.

UPDATE - 5TH MONTH, LOVE.

2009-12-12T18:41:00.002+08:00

&& HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, BABY! :D

although we can't celebrate it tgt, but we're never really apart.
i love you more than before, thanks for showering so much love.
i'm sorry i can't be there now when you're facing so many probs,
but do know that no matter what you decide, i'll be supporting you all the way! :)

i love you.

UPDATE - HAPPY BDAY GAVIE HING!

2009-12-12T14:00:00.003+08:00

met up with cherlyn & hanjie,
bought the drinks and cabbed down to pasir ris park.
walked the wrong direction.. TT
in the end by the time we arrived at pit 39,
it was 5pm+.
BUT!! claire teo & her food people haven even come. -.-
read seventeen with cherlyn while waiting.
eugene, wenbin & terry arrive alr still havent see the rest. lol.
stone there until finally we saw zhangyang & claire.
couldn't start the BBQ cause gavie, viv & danling haven't come.
Ms tan was rushing off but eventually stayed a lil longer to meet gav. duapai! HAHA.
realised claire didn't but the BBQ grill,
so waited till nearly 8pm before 2 seniors came with the cake & grill.
other ppl BBQ almost finish we just started, joke.
BBQing was fun anyway, thanks hanjie zhangyang for helping.
the mushrooms were yummy. but i just rmb we didn't wash it. -.-''
couldn't find satay sticks anywhere so we had quite a few probs grilling.
cone can't eat cause no one brought aluminium foil. -.-
our only food were chicken wings, sausage, nuggets, mushroom, squid, prawn, ham.
good enuff, adding the hawaiian pizza. :D
surprised gavie with the cake (don't think it was sucha surprise),
and the candle kept blowing off. :/
got tired of the BBQ smoke, went toilet to gussy up with viv.
the toilets are weird. guys one gt mirror, handicap one gt mirror, how come ladies one no have?!
went to the playgrnd with claire, weikang & cheryl.
i love the swings. :D can fly super high!
watch the guys play bball awhile, decided to head back to the swings alone.
called gavie to come, but ended up viv & danling came first, followed by the guys.
thanks for taking our stuffs. :D
played the UFO spinning thingy, made gavie sit my himself & we spin him fast.
after tat me rongda viv & gavie sit tgt, den the whole thing not fast one.
watched the guys climb the spider web.
the long slide part was damn joke.
gavie went out & shout " I'M F***ING 16! ......... "
all the Fs come out. lol.
den joel went up and shout dunno wad thing, oso gt the Fs. LOL.
wenbin one most funny.
he said " I DUNNO WAD TO SAY, BUT.. F*** YOU! "
one of Gavie's wishes is to get 2 pointer for Os. make sure it come true yeah!!
walked our way out to downtown east.
saw a lot of SHAKING TENTS along the way. hahahah.
& i was surprised tat viv, eugene, wenbin, joel, zhangyang, hanjie, gavie can ton so late. tsk tsk.
went to macs for takeaway, den cabbed home.

today when i woke up gavie told me that he zhangyang & joel went to geylang to book hotel to slp.
unbelieveable. HAHAH.
& the best thing is only zhangyang bathed, joel & gav nv.
EWWWW. I PITY ZHANGYANG LIKE SERIOUSLY, YOU ALL MUST HAVE STINKED.

&& viv ahhh... my hip hurtts. TT HAHAH.
kiss me and i'll be fine! :D

went to ballet today & i walked so awkwardly in my ballet shoes.
cause both my last toes were like.. nail-less. OUCH.
ms pang kept asking me to point my feet, but it hurts too much! :(
valse is getting interesting, honestly.
oh! & thru fb i realised vanessa is actually called kye lynn! HAHA.
monday no ballet, rest time.

& i'm gonna wash hammie's cage tonight.
i dreamt tat she gt infested by fleas. omg. nightmare.
edited: OMG. I NEED TO FIND A VET. HER LEFT EAR IS SUPER RED!

gonna go call someone now. :D
edited: to tell him abt hammie. TT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAVIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PENGBO!

pictures:

me & claire. :D

too dark. :( i wan my digi cam asap!

:D

ps abt my hair. HAHHA.

cake!

birthday boy - GAVIE HING.

rongda look good like tat. :)

couple BBQ. lol

err?

taupok the bdae boy! :D

cover ur fringes! :D

zhangyang, someone's beside youuuuu.

stop kissing your wallet everytime i take pic with you!

running down the not-so-slippery-slide. lol.

i skipped alot of the too dark pics, can see them on fb anyway.

'cause i ain't gonna let you see my tears.

UPDATE - I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU.

2009-12-10T13:05:00.003+08:00

PERIOD CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME. DAMMIT.

anyway, tues went out with Claire, Belinda, Huishan & Huimin to do chem proj.
sorry i was late! cabbed down to meet them.
and while waiting for the lib to open we spam makeup. lol.
dumb lib cant tok on phone, so we moved to macs.
but macs no plug, so after breakfast moved to starbucks. -.-''
finally settled down and got to work.
huishan is the pro larhs, she got everything settled in tat day.
sorry, didn't help much. :/
tried getting connected on9 with chakwa.
webcammed with him like finally,
and den i looked for pics for ppt.
played unofficial cooking mama & claire is fasinated. lol.
after tat went foodcourt to eat.
took 31 back to tamp alone,
luckily dar tok to me on the phone.
went the 3 malls to search for iphone pouch in lime green.
budden cant find. :(

tmr is gonna be fun i hope. :B
later heading down to settle alot of things.
i see flying money. TT

pictures:

belinda so chio! :D webcam quality, paiseh.

IRIS LOVES THIS PIC. :D TOO BAD IT'S NOT ANIMATED.

now you know.

UPDATE - ANIMATED CHAKWA. HAHA.

2009-12-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

today's ballet was energy-sucking. :/
tough training.

anyway, i saw alot of Tiger Woods news,
den i decided to ask my dad wad happen to him.
"What's up with Tiger Woods? I see him everywhere."
"Orhh.. He ate too much wood lo."
the joke's so cold i can't stop laughing. hahahs.

watched "Hi! Sweet heart" ep 7 today. :D
i tink this drama is better than "Momo Love".

Lenovo s700 is a twist phone, & Lenovo i61 is a touch screen phone.
den claire teo ask me "What's special about Lenovo S700 & i61?"
so i told her "Ohh. s700 twist phone can twist, and i61 touch screen phone has a touch screen."
and she replied me "Wow. I'm sooooooo impressed. HAHAHAHA."
but but correct what!! The phone special at the twisting, den the other one special at the touch screen. hahahahahs.

so i asked chakwa wad's special abt those 2 phones.
den he told me Lenovo phone & Lenovo laptop can connect like Iphone & Macbook.
so i answered "LG phone & IBM Thinkpad oso can connect. all u need is USB cable wad."
and he was speechless. HAHAHA.

IRIS IS GOING OUT TO DO CHEM PROJ TMR!
everyone keep saying wear nice nice.
but iris got no more clothes alr. :(
i open my closet and tell myself "how abt just staying at home?"
iris wanna go shopping. someone sponsor me. :(
gonna play with makeup tmr, cause i bought new eyeliner gel.
haven try yet, hopefully i won't make a mess outta it. :/

MR FONG CHAKWA KEEPS PLAYING MUSIC WITH HIS NEW IPHONE.
AND HE PLAYS IT SO NEAR THE LAPPIE MIC IT BURST MY EARDRUMS TWICE!!

OH! AND IRIS WANTS A WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER FOR A PET!
& MR FONG CHAKWA PROMISED HER ALR! :D

pictures:

(webcam camwhore. :D)

HAHAHAH MONKEY CHAKWA. :D

BERRY PLAYING HIDE & SEEK. :)

acting shuai. :)

uhh acting cute. :P

OWL?

look like studio pic right!! :D lighting v nice.

thinking-thought pose. :)

TADAH MY DEAR WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER! :D

SUPER CUTE I FEEL LIKE BITING IT. :D

below all that sweet nothings, lies a bitter truth.

UPDATE - FROM FB.

2009-12-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

saw this on FB and tot it's super meaningful.

" 你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

應該每個女孩都會身同感受吧..
女孩們的付出..
到底有多少男孩能看得到?
他們又願意花多少時間去理解?
朋友們..請好好珍惜你們身邊的人..
抓緊你們的幸福!
一直走下去.. "

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UPDATE - FAMILY, YOU AND ME.

2009-12-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

IRIS LOVES WEBCAM SESSION WITH CHAKWA! :B

has been busy webcamming with the silly boy who's away in hk. :)
and we continued our camwhore even though it's thru the webcam.

kept feeling nauseous these 2 days. :/
BUT I'M NT PREGNANT LA! HAHAH.

went ballet today & ms pang didn't came cause of tummy ache.
was kinda slack, but senior Jiaxin did a great job teaching.
i remember i used to have a vid of her dancing,
and she was like "MAKE SURE I DON'T SEE THIS ON YOUTUBE OK!"

went ArtBox and i saw alot of schedule books.
but dar got me one, so i shall put that to good use. :D YAYE.
wanted to get a head start with dar's xmas pressie,
but i can't find the right materials. :(

went NTUC and stocked up on my snacks.
waaa.. all the pao mian, & jegabee! :D
ate salmon 100g for dinner.
IRIS IS SUPER HAPPY.
but someone is more happy in hk, eating buffet now, horhorhor!! LOL.

chakwa finally uploaded the farewell at the airport on 29th Nov.
i rmb i chose the spot to take pic, infront of the fake roadside backdrop.
but when i saw the pic i went..
"EHH? WE GOT GO ROAD SIDE TAKE PIC MEHS?!"
den i realised it's fake. hahahas.
but such disappointment, the pics came out blurry. :/

OHH! & WINGTAI INDUSTRIAL CENTRE HAS UP TO 80% SALE FOR..
TOPSHOP, TOPMAN, DOROTHY PERKINS, ADIDAS & WAREHOUSE.
i'm so gonna go there & spurlge. :D

Pictures:

Dar when you see the pics below don't kill me okays! :/
I'm just afraid that i'll lose these pics cause they meant alot to me. :)
they're exclusively mine, so i wanna be proud of it.

(The cutest boy ever.)

p.s. why do i have a feeling he'll scream at me when he sees all these?

IRIS LOVES THIS PICTURE THE MOST. :B THAT'S WHY I PUT IT 2X! :D

Berry & Daddy! :D

Meipeng, this is for you! :D Chakwa is using your mug!

showing me arnd his house. :D say hi to me, i'm in the lappie!

Berry with Daddy & Wawa with Mummy! :D

Poor Berry. I know you wanna come over SG asap & leave daddy farfar away. :D

i look so sulky! HAHAH.

me & claire both eating noodles. :D

29th Nov - Farewell to Chakwa.

WE ARE NOT BY THE ROAD SIDE! BUT IT DOES LOOKS REAL!

i'm wearing chakwa's coat, and gavie says i look like a doc. :)

before he entered the gates. :/

it's kinda blur.

bye bye. :(

you're the reason i fell, & the reason i'm picking myself up again.

UPDATE - XOXO.

2009-12-01T20:52:00.006+08:00

woke up because of claire's call.
she's going to dabian so she wan me entertain her.
lol. but i was still in bed you funny girl! :P
went to brush teeth & dar called.
thank god he was online for quite long today,
or i'm so gonna rot at home again. :/

he's webcam survived! yayee.
or else can't see your face le. hahhas.
sorry, while you were busy still have to entertain me. :/
glad to see his mama again!
she look younger & chio-er. :)
couldn't recognise her at first.
and i saw his aunt, ahgong, daddy. :)
missed you all, honestly.
he showed me a few lenovo phones.
hopefully daddy allows me to buy one of them.
i desperately need new phone.
my keypad is like shyt.
i have free smses now, but i don reply texts cause i hate typing on my keypad.

rot at home after he off9.
den decided to go ballet early with mama.
went to shop abt.
iris bought the Ginvera "Jade Dark Eye Circles Roll Away". lol.
yes, i desperately needs it.
my eyes is like.. so swollen, puffy, wadeva you name it.
met up with my maternal grandmother.
could feel her observing me for quite awhile, before she said..
"How's it going?"
"Hmm?"
"You lost weight, didn't you. You lost your radiance."
"Ohhh.. uhh.. i don't know."
"You must eat well okays. Don't make us worried."
i feel so.. i dunno. like, one more word from her and i'll breakdown again.
touched that she's so concerned. :)
The family i love, I know the news spreaded fast, but don't worry about me alright?
i'll be fine.. soon. :)
today's dance lesson was.. quiet.
iris officially wants to choose Poetique as one of her dances.
i like the way the dance expresses a sense of sorrow.. like you don't wanna leave smth behind.
i guess i got the feeling of the dance, real life experiences help ehs?
Improved in my demi character. Like.. phew. :/
sat beside Michelle waiting for my turn to dance when she said...
"Hey! Your side view look like korean model. You look like Shin Ae!"
hahhas. i guess it's because of our eyes. :/ & because i had my fringe all up.
was rushed to change quickly, cause daddy had a bit of arguement with a guy in the carpark.
dunno wad happened. :/

" You're too young to let a guy affect your life so majorly. "
sigh.

Pictures:

SHIN AE! :)

HAHAHAH. the dude in HK.

you look like some kind of bird.

SO CUTE. :B miss you, silly boy.

FIND ONE DAY I SHALL PUT ON MAKE UP & DO A SIDE VIEW OF MYSELF!
DEN WE'LL SEE WHETHER SHIN AE'S & MY SIDE VIEW IS REALLY SIMILAR.

and iris is sick. physically & emotionally.

we both know it's not true.

UPDATE - OUR LAST MOMENT.

2009-11-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

boy, i found this.
this is for you.

our last picture together.
we were crying, so our eyes were wet, remember?
you left just yesterday, but it feels like i haven't seen you for a decade.

i love you, darling.

UPDATE - I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS.

2009-11-30T19:43:00.005+08:00

rot at home the whole morning.
had a super bad dream, woke up sobbing.
i wrote so many things, but decided not to post on my blog afterall.

decided that staying at home wasn't good for me at all.
i find myself waiting for you.
It hurts too much to bear.
went down to viv's house with gav.
wanted to bring my laptop along,
cause i didn't want to miss any chances that i can talk to you on msn.
but her internet couldn't connect to my lappie, so ii gave up.
stoned at her house.
viv goes arnd surfing for chiobus on9 when she's bored at home. HAHA.
gav keep getting beaten up by us. :P
& he got locked out the kitchen cause he kept calling viv maria.
viv had to sun out the clothes.
her house v neat siahs.
after that viv & her sis go ahma house,
den me and gav decided to go cut hair.

i cut hair until a bit screwed ehs. :/
a bit too slant.. wait til it grows longer it'll be better i hope.
gavie v cute, took out his ipod & flashed a celeb's pic to the hairdresser.
"uhh aunty i wan cut like that. the shape." he said. HAHA.
and came out pretty fine, got the shape, he look cuter. :)
the hairdresser tot gavie my boyfriend. my gosh. HAHA.
den i'm like "nono! he my bro!"
den she " Ohhhh! So u in NS?"
den gavie stunned. hahahas.
den i was like "uhh.. he's my god-bro. hahahas."
hilarious.
went home, and i feel this tremor in me.
i don't wanna go home, i don wanna face the lappie and think about you again.
i'm so afraid of being alone, ii can't stand this quietness.
even when i'm bathing.. i find myself just chionging thru the whole process.
i don't wanna be alone. :(

did you know when i saw you on9 it's like.. instant antidote to all my misery.

pictures:
(at viv's house)

viv hanging out the clothes. :)

tadah! LOL. 1st piece.

gavie & viv cat fight. LOL.

gavie gt chased out of the kitchen. :P

gavie rotting outside. HAHA.

drag me to hell. gavie version.

this is scary alright.

when i saw him like tat at my void deck i tot he was a girl. -.-

sis & bro.

look at the swelling of my eyes. gosh.

为什么让我遇见你。让我顿时感觉到如此的幸福，同时也如此的痛苦。
但这一切是因为我真的很爱你。

UPDATE - WASTED.

2009-11-30T13:46:00.005+08:00

gavie, you said u feel wasted.
but i wanna tell you, the real person that's wasted ain't you, it's me.
don't hurt yourselve, cause i have more rights to do it than you.

suddenly realised.
where was I when all of you had problems.
i was too absorbed with my own matters,
too busy trying to hold back things that will eventually be gone.
but you people are here now, for me, as i'm shutting out.
you all are facing problems yourselves, but you all didn't neglect me.
i'm sorry for not being there when u all needed help.
maybe i need to take a good look around the world once again.
i've never realised the sky was so grey.
never noticed that people have changed.

many many thanks, to viv, claire, gav, belinda, & many other people.
& sorry.

but how am i gonna take my first step?

UPDATE - GOODBYE, MY LOVE.

2009-11-29T18:09:00.006+08:00

with this kind of nice weather,
we would've went some park for a stroll.
but nothing will be the same anymore.

woke up at 7.45am.
the sun still rised afterall.
went down to chakwa's house.
pressed his doorbell budden no one answered,
called him & he told me he bathing call me to wait awhile.
den i saw his auntie waving keys at me behind. so cute. :)
chakwa finally bathed finish, den he open the door for us.
went up and saw them packing up for the last time.
used computer for awhile, den called cab & headed to airport.
they checked-in & we went to wait for his friends.
i guess, that was our true last moments together. :/
met up with his friends, went up to cafe to eat.
gavie hing didn't want to come find us, scared awkward. :(
melissa & qianyun came after that.
thanks dar for the treat! :D
the cheesecake was super fulling.
wandered arnd to wait for his condo friends.
they are as hilarious as usual. :)
wanted to take grp pic so we went down to take.
the backdrop damn cool eh! like real road side. lol.
his condo friends had a grp prayer for him, and i saw tears dripping.
silly boy.
almost cried then, but held it back.
countdown to 1pm,
den went to departure hall, and waited for his one last fren.
took grp pic again, den had grp hug. :)
i wished time would stop at that few seconds which i was in your arms.
it's like.. the last time i saw light in my life.
didn't get to actually bid him farewell like i wanted,
and i'm having regrets now.
i miss you i miss you i miss you.
silly dar cried his way in, and tears finally start falling.
thanks gavie for being there, thanks chester & nigel they all for telling me if i need help just give them a call.
thanks all of you all, for i'm sure he'll go back to hk without regrets.
watched him disappear inside,
and walked to mrt with melissa & qianyun.
phone rang and i knew it was him. :)
cried real hard speaking to him on the phone.
felt like.. stabbing myself in the heart to stop the pain.
it's so.. bitter.
thanks gavie alot. :/
didn't want to leave the airport.
i dunno what i was hoping for.
maybe i was hoping for a flight delay, and that you can come out again or smth.
maybe i was hoping that you'll pop out and tell me it was all a joke.
but i know it isn't. i was being silly.
but boy, all of this didn't feel true to me at all.
it's like.. i'm still waiting for ur sms or smth.
as if u're gone today, and tmr morning you'll be back, calling me to wake up and telling me i'm sucha pig.
but it's not gonna happen anymore.

went home, & i didnt cry.
not like the previous time he went hk for 10 days.
didnt shed a single tear, i feel so numb.
i told myself to be prepared,
and i tot i was. but this numbness showed that i really wasn't.
i long to hold you again.
if only i could let my tears flow as easily as you, dar.
to be able to cry out loud will help u to recover easier.
and i'll be here hanging on to all of these.
i want to cry, i can scream and wail if i want to,
but tears don't drop. not much even if they do.

i want you back. but i know it's not possible anymore.

UPDATE - DON'T.

2009-11-28T23:59:00.006+08:00

yst was farewell surprise for chakwa.
just that it didn't came out v well. :/
headed to TM early cause claire requested to.
board the bus and saw someone super familiar.
it's like, data running in my head, tracking all the profile pics.
and tadah! it's gerald, chakwa's friend. hahahs.
he smiled den i'm like "oh! it's really him. :)"

lied to chakwa that i was going to find claire,
and gerald was suppose to date him out for lunch.
chakwa called and ask me where i am,
and said that he might be late for the date with gerald.
den i was like "CANNOT! uhh.. nono, just.. ur friend will sad la. don like that."
i feel dumb, and i tink gerald kinda know what's happening. hahas.
thanks for walking me to macs, gerald. :)
met claire teo there & we headed up to Seoul Garden.
went in and waited for the main character to come.
was debating between whether me and hanjie shld go in or not.
wanted to just pay for chakwa, den refund hanjie's money,
den just let them have friends' gathering.
budden in the end went in, den meiepeng came to find us.
she wanted to just pass chakwa pressie den go,
but i dragged her in.
during the process, chakwa & gerald came ehhh!
den i'm like "oh shyt."
den chakwa was like "EHHHHH?!"
and gerald's face was like "gosh..."
suddenly 2 girls pop out, and start asking us to join some sports event happening at dunno where.
SO ANTI-CLIMAX CANNN!
surprise failure. :/
thanks hanjie & meipeng for accompanying me.
went arcade for awhile,
saw chakwa dancing para para! HAHAHAH.
den they go play the hammer thingy.
thanks dar for sending me home still, sorry. :/
and sorry for the at night thing as well. :(
don cry, silly boy.

today after ballet,
ate lunch with chakwa & my parents.
headed for wild wild wet today.
uhh.. MR FONG CHAKWA IS A DAREDEVIL!!
he pull me on board all the dangerous rides can!
the wad slideUp thingy, den wave pool go until 1.8m.
godddd. x.x
and my stupid water slide phobia is like.. 60% gone thanks to him.
the slideup freaking scary la.
fave ride is the family ride.
6 ppl go down one, shiok eh! :)
tiok flipped off the float by him, and i tot i was drowning. lol.
got this lil boy at the family ride going down that time scream "WAIT WAIT WAIT!"
den he wan rotate the float but end up he still went down at the initial position. lol.
after wild wild wet went back to TM & ate express tepanyaki. :)
i'm broke now. :/
went home void deck & hth tok.
uhh.. flooded the void deck. :x
farewell-ed, and daddy sent him home.

Pictures:

waiting for the surprise party to start. L)

my hair after ballet. so screwed. :/

@WWW :)

sweet! haha.

j

isn't the sky prettaye? :)

i love you.

fave pic of the day. :(

one minute you're here, and the next you're gone.
life is sucha cruel misery.
tell me this isn't happening, tell me it isn't.
when i wake up tomorrow, nothing remains the same anymore.

UPDATE - WHAT'S LEFT BEHIND?

2009-11-26T21:47:00.004+08:00

wanted to go wildwildwet but my flu caused sucha big commotion at home so it was called off.
went TM to think about what we shld do,
and i saw joel on the way. :)
he look shuaier than before because he straightened his fringe! :)
asked joel to join us at macs since he waiting for bingxin.
they going gym later & bingxin was suppose to meet him at 1pm.
but it's almost 2pm. LOL.

after joel left, actually wan go zoo but the entry fee is expensive. :/
went arcade for awhile, den realised "NEW MOON" came out in cinemas alr!
was super happy, chionged to buy tix. hahahs.
but "NEW MOON" was kinda a disappointment.
the ending is so.. suckish. :/ no offence but.. watch it & u'll get wad i'm toking abt.
abit no climax in the show in fact, i still prefer twilight though. :x

went arcade & played the sweet machine. hahas
now i'm stucked with alot of sweets. :/
sweet tooth! HAHA.

ate paomian, and went home chatting abt our histories. :)
'lil chats like that are nice. hahas.

Iris finally finished her last task.
i guess that's all then.

in fact, i don't even know whether i should be there.

UPDATE - PUT ME TO SLEEP, SO I'LL BE NUMB.

2009-11-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

woke up earlier than dar again! :P
who's the pig? HAHAHA.

went to watch "Gokusen The Movie".
IRIS IS SUPER HAPPY.
it's like mass shuai-ge session larhs!
There's Miura Haruma, Kame, Takaki Yuya, Oguri Shun,
Tamamori Yuta, the Koizora drama guy & the Absolute boyfriend guy.
like whoaaa. lol. VISUAL PLEASURE. :)
yankumi is still so... yankumi. haha.

did smth that's kinda scary yet thrilling.
not telling. :P

shop arnd TM,
bought wallet for korkor & chakwa. HAHA.
couple wallet? :P
ate taiwan meesua. :D
but this stupid aunty that sat beside me didn't even bother to throw the rubbish,
instead she pushed it to my side of the table. tsk.
buey tahan.
TM's open plaza has ice skating rink! :D

iris is having irritating flu, chapped lips & dry throat.
kill me.
what's more there's the "heart problem".
i hate 2009, i swear.

tmr going wild wild wet, provided my nose stops running the thread mill. x.x
IRIS IS AFRAID OF GOING OUT WITH PEOPLE SHE DON'T KNOW.

&& chakwa learnt from how i speak.
he goes "CHAKWA IS SAD." hahahahs.
iris is good at influencing people. :)

someone, tell me this isn't happening.

UPDATE - EVERY SECOND TGT MEANS A LOT TO ME.

2009-11-24T23:31:00.004+08:00

rot at home the whole morning. :(
"Toykyo Dogs" is niceee! :B
went down to get my new specs.
uhh, i look fine, but abit gd girl look. :x

been feeling abit drowsy today,
think i'm down with a bad cold. :(

chakwa came over to my house & showed mama the lenovo phone.
uber prettaye, budden scared daddy will scold so i don tink.. x.x
went for ballet,
many many thanks to michelle, cheryl, rachel & nicole for teaching me demi character! :D
i finally got a better idea of it, although i noe i can do better.
Dance russe was.. uhh.. still weird to the max.
what's with the ending!!??
i still love poetique better. :D
tcher changed our grping again.
now it's rachel lim, cheryl, nicole & me! :D
oh! & dar, DA LANG DA LANG DALANGDALANGDALANG ~ hahaha.

Chakwa was uber happy with his 2bucks tiok jackpot thingy.
he went to play the candy machine, and tiok jackpot with just 2 bucks.
and came back with a kiddy bag. LOL. cute larhs.

went to Seoul Garden & met up with his condo friends.
very funny bunch of guys, i must say. hahas.
they spammed beef & chicken. Oh! And that whole plate of vege too. :x
chakwa was asked to crack an egg but the egg ended up on the floor. :O
clumsy dardar. HAHAH.
seriously, the amnt of food they eat surprises me. LOL.
i wonder hw much uncooked food went down. :P
went off to toilet, didn't see chakwa coming after me. hahas.
he spin me in circles & his friends that were going to toilet cover their eyes & say they didnt see anything. HAHAH. cute larhs.
when the person told us we have limited time to the end of the buffet,
they all didn't stop eating.
instead they took like super big plates of beef. scareh. XD
got recorded like a movie while we were tryna get some fresh air outside. LOL.
they ended up so full they decided to go to the club house to mass-toilet-session. XD
pushed ourselves to the interchange.
sorry dar, you had to wait with me when u all could've actually just go home. :x
but i had fun! :D nice meeting you guys. hahas.

went home & celebrated korkor's 19th birthday. :)
didn't eat at all cause i'm damn full.

&&OMG... my phone bill haven't come back yet.
what is this!!?? SLOW DEATH AHEAD. :x

pictures:

while waiting for ballet lesson. :)

dancers unite! HAHHA. ty dar for being camera man. :)

sometimes i get sudden courage, but sometimes i wished all these wasn't true.

UPDATE - WE HAD FUN IN THE SUN!

2009-11-23T00:10:00.004+08:00

went to swimswim with chakwa at his condo.
I OFFICIALLY THINKS IT'S A BAD IDEA TO SWIM WITH MR.FONG.
hahah, i scared of water he still make me do stuns with him.
nearly scare me out of my wits. ahahas.
camwhoreeee & super obscene scenes (i realli mean OBSCENE). HAHA.
oh ya, not to forget, the underwater muacks. tee hee. :D
the condo's public toilet nt bad siahs,
still gt soap one. :)
went up to his house & he showed me lenovo phones.
prettaye ehs! :P
ate abit of noodles, nice nice but v full!!

went to swensens to celebrate bro's 19 bdae. :)
was too full to eat so i only had milkshake & icecream.
chakwa had prob eating his mega burger. LOL.
unglam unglam. hahahs.
went cotton on & damn, the pants either too loose or too tight. TT

claire just called, and i'm glad she's really fine alr. :)
she laughed like mad at chakwa's obscene pics,
glad to here your laughter, girl. :)

pictures:

current phone wall paper. :)

OBSCENE PEE-ING! LOLL.

wheee-uuu-wheee! :P

i look.. screwed.

gonna do some editing to this pic. :)

dar look shuai in this!

WHERE U COVERING?? LOL.

boo!

OH.MY.GOD.!!!!

this is cute!

teehee. :)

camwhore starts here!

RETARD 1.

RETARD 2.

RETARD 3.

RETARD 4.

RETARD 5.

RETARD 6. (dar say i look like donald duck.)

everything is wrong, and it'll always be.

UPDATE - THIS IS CRAP! HAHA.

2009-11-22T11:03:00.003+08:00

i just saw the 2010 Dog feng shui book in the living rm.
HAHAH.
my daddy & me both doggies. :D

they say 2010 is a heartaching year for dogs. :O
&& 16 yr old people shld nt get involved in love with 18 yrs old in 2010. LOL.
oh, and that next year is the year of tao hua. (i'm laughing like shyt.)
tsk tsk, all the 3rd parties coming ehs? :P
it's not a smooth year for all the signs in fact. hmmm :/

later gonna cele bro's bdae.
after lunch i'll try to get out of the house to go swimming.
dunno what's the prob with everyone at home today. uh.

3 년 후 모든 것을 변경할 수있습니다,하지만 당신에 대한 내 사랑은 여전히 동일합니다. ♥

UPDATE - FORVER & ALWAYS.

2009-11-21T22:38:00.006+08:00

skipped ballet today cause my arms hurt from all that mopping yst. :/

sorry dar, for being late again today.
but i don't like to see your gloomy face. x.x
was getting kinda sian diao, cause all i wanted is to spend time with you.
but everything seems to get more & more screwed up,
everytime i'm trying harder to make the remaining days right.
it still hasn't hit me, boy, it hasn't hit me yet.

was thinking of finding gav they all,
but in the end bump into gav, pb, angang, wenbin, hanjie at century square. :P
so long nv see ang ang they all le.

claire babe, everything will be fine.
don't worry we're all here with you.
hope for the best alright.
love you girl, and i know it's hard but stay strong.

went off to IKEA Tamp & we did the "500 days of summer" thingy.
going into the showrooms and say "hey! the tap isn't working!"
chakwa attempted to push me on the bed,
and i hit the bed frame. now i gt bruise. tskkk. notti.
i love those super cosy rooms ehs!
and the toilets are so prettaye. :D
ate dinner at the food section,
the chicken wings are nice but too many makes me so bloat. TT<>

continued shopping IKEA and saw vases.
took turns to talk about hw we can each pee into diff shapes vases. HAHAH.
went to kids' corner, and i love their rocking chairs.
played our way out of IKEA, and ate soft icecream. yummy.

took the shuttle bus back and i nearly took our ezlink to tap. opsy!
mr fong laughed like crazy. tsk.
went T1 action city.
saw this brain cracking puzzle.
suppose to unhook two entangled male & female signs from a heart,
den hook them back again.
had a deal with cw, but in the end he only succeeded untangling but nv put back.
HAHAHHA.
guinea pigs seriously looks like fong chakwa. :P

pictures:

hahahs. RETARDED. :P

a closer look on the key boardl GOSH.

yaye. fave shot. :D

cw tou pai. hahas.

me & the newly released samsung cam.

it rains when you're here, it rains when you're gone.

UPDATE - CLAIRE'S BACK!

2009-11-21T11:56:00.006+08:00

yst early in the morning go to sch for interact club.

ended up plucking dead leaves & mopping the gross club room. x.x

the club room is like.. whoa.

you pour water the water turn black str away. ew.

mopped till our arms were sore,

and the guys just stood outside the room watching us like we're the birds in birdpark.

damn useless eh! tskk. :P

but they eventually cleaned up the desk, which only took them 5 mins. zz.

was so grossed out me and belinda felt like going home to bathe.

went PP with belinda, xiwen & wendy after cca.

xiwen is a good person to go out with if you dont wanna spend too much money.

she's spendthrift to the max!

went Cotton On and played arnd with clothes.

uhh, y the XS still so big on me? :x

thanks belinda for the advanced gift. :)

someone gonna get a surprise as well! teehee.

went to pasta mania to eat,

and creamy stuff made us so full. :/

i see alot of Xmas trees in Giant. :3

bought hot pink socks, fbt & another gift.

saw a 10 bucks manicure eh!!

me & wendy were so tempted,

but belinda & xiwen had to rush off so forget it. :/

cabbed home & stupid rain made the traffic jam.

end up paying abt 8 bucks. my $$$!! TT

painted my nails highlighter orange. :B

went ballet with chakwa,

ms pang told me to find my heart back. uhh..

trying to but..

went to eat LJS & saw 2 person i least wanted to see.

beside us gt this mom & her son.

the son play PSP den the mama cut the food up for him still nid feed him. -.-

he's like.. at least a pri 2 or 3 siahs.

the mom tok to him he oso nv look up at her, found it so rude. x.x

went home to put stuff & wash up abit,

den went Tanah Merah MRT to meet weikang.

he blur blur one siahhs.

toked about supper, and both guys said they were extremely hungry. LOL.

wk onli bring 4 bucks, den cw say he onli bring 4.50. HAHAH.

they were determined to make claire treat.

saw money changer den both of them were like..

" later ask her go change her renmingbi!" HAHAH. cute la.

chakwa's attempt to make me laugh before he count to 3 never fails.

i dunno why, cannot stare into his eyes one siahh!! tsk.

but finally won him by winking at him. HAHAH.

saw this abit weird looking girl at the luggage checking section,

and bingo - MS CLAIRE TEO IS FINALLY BACK! :D

she came out and went nuts hugging me. hahahs. (we're not les!)

went to macs for supper, they nearly took her money to go change to sg bucks. HAHA.

sent her off to lift, saw simhwee's parent.

simhwee was coming back from taiwan yst oso! LOL.

after supper daddy sent us home.

paiseh luhh, i didnt noe business class is nt the one we sit. opsy!

i tot economy class no seats one. :P i feel so suagu. fine. lol.

cchms ppl don't know about gong hai cann! nv learn before.

didn't noe daddy was paying attention to wad we were toking abt.

wk's neighbourhood v dark ehs. x.x watched him bounced home. HAHA.

GAVIE HING MISSES ME LOADS. :D

gan dong. hahahs.

&& WELCOME BACK CLAIRE TEOTEO. :D

thanks for the gifts. :)

pictures:

he walked one round to dodge my camera. -.-

HAHAH. SO CUTE RIGHT.

not much time left.

UPDATE - FRIENDS & YOU.

2009-11-18T21:48:00.008+08:00

DUMBDUMB GAVIE TOOK WRONG 293 BUS.
hahahas. met him at the interchange & i chua tiok.
no more tee & shorts, it's long sleeves & skinnies for gavie hing. :D
went to find chakwa before he head off to find his fren.
me & gavie went downtown east. :D
on the way i saw my pri sch fren,
den dumbdumb gavie keep saying it's his fren.
tsk tsk. :P

actually wanted to eat sakura buffet de,
but ended up at seoul garden.
&& uhh.. gavie's conclusion : NOT A GOOD IDEA TO BRING IRIS TO BUFFETS.
we had so much leftovers we tot we would get charged alot for wastages. :/
luckily don have wastage charge, && still gt student price siahs.
thanks gavie for the treat. :D yaye.

was so full we couldn't budge so decided to sit down awhile.
gavie hing had a sudden crazeh idea to go sit the motion machine.
those kind the screen is a roller coaster ride den u sit inside the whole machine moves along.
sat the glacier one, and it was damn thrill la!
just tat we were too bloated we felt like vomitting.
Pengbo finally came, and was speechlessly standing outside watching us. HAHA.

went to buy tix for "Astro Boy". :)
den while waiting for the movie to start,
we went arcade to play the UFO catcher, mario racing, bishi bashi & music gungun. :D
the UFO catcher v funny, pengbo say he no money but in the end used up 10 bucks on it.
in the end nv catch anything. TT
&& he can't play music gungun, lol. even gavie understands the game. aishhh. HAHAH.
dar, our score still on the board eh!!
let's go back and get highscoreee! :P
thanks gavie for the game treat. :D

"Astro Boy" was niceeeee. :)
very meaningful show.
mid way of the show got this siaokia keep on doing the astro boy flying style.
guess who? MA PENGBO. bingo.
damn funny larhs he.
after movie wanted to take pic but down there v lil ppl so hard to find cameraman. -.-''
went macs for dinner & toked abt what's up with sch peeps recently.
hehe, heard lots of interesting stories.
today oso saw quite a lot of cchms ppl.

thanks gavie for pei-ing me go buy thing & sending me home. :D
u so long never send me home until u didn't even noe my house downstairs got 7-11. LOL.
hopefully u still rmb hw to go home ehs? :D
i had fun today, thanks guys. :D

Pictures:

@ Seoul Garden. (cui!)

HAHAH. unglam!

sis & bro. teehee.

look at the amt of wastage. x.x

Gavie : aiyo! like tat oso fun! hilter become like that. aishhh. HAHAH.

super love this pic, provided u don zoom in on the guys. :P

WE MISS YOU CLAIRE TEO! :D
just toked to her on the phone. teehee.
cant call thru her hotel, dunno why. :/
take care & have fun alright!
will be there when you come back. hee.

彼はあなたを置き換えることはできません。

UPDATE - BONDED WITH OUR LOVE.

2009-11-16T21:14:00.006+08:00

someone yst say who wake up later is the loser right. :P
luckily i woke up ealier than him. HAHAH.
went out with chakwa in the afternoon, hitch a ride with daddy & korkor.
saw ced at the food court. hahas. he shrunk! :O
went suntec city! :D
&& i saw desmond. hahas. he cut botak, den wear cap.
the convention halls are all locked because of the APEC 2009 thingy.
was hoping to see Obama. HAHAH.
wondered what will happen if we screamed "BOMB!" down there. :P
played arcade again, mario racing!
chakwa keep pwning me. :x
saw chakwa's friend at the adidas shop.
after that went marina square walk walk.
tot can use voucher for ice cream one, but in the end must spend 50 bucks den can use.
bleahhh. :(
but still got to eat ice cream anyway. v nice! hehe.
went back to T1, and decided to go check on the rings.
supposed to only collect it today, but we wanted to see whether can take early anot.
den really have ehs! so happy! :D
the lasering still nt v obvious. but so chio! hahahs.
dardar knelt down & help me wear the ring.
so sweet! HAHAHAH. :) love you loads la.
in the middle of the night suddenly felt like dar is drinking. hahas.
so i texted him, and bingo! tskkk. :P

today daddy brought me, mama & chakwa out to play.
went for macs breakfast. :3
den went bowling.
wlao! dar say he dun really know hw to play in the end 2nd game he win my daddy.
wat is this!! LOL.
i deprove super a lot lehhs.
last time at least still got 90-100+ score de.
this time highes 69. :( sadded le la.
keep getting laughed at. boohoo.
after that went arcade & played mario racing again. LOL.
den the bishi bashi, with mama! the chi version one more fun.
den we tried the music gungun. that one v cute ehs!
addictive.
headed off to Giant Tampines, wanted to buy xmas tree de.
but in the end i hear my ahma's screams in my ears, so decided nt to buy.
so sad. :(
bought super alot of tibits. teehee. iris is happy! :B
chakwa came over to my house after that, & we watched drama tgt.
den he sent me to ballet.
iris loves the scarf dances. :D
tammie & nicole tot chakwa singaporean, & they were telling me good catch,
cause he's tall. LOLLL. :o
go up to arcade to say hi to chakwa's frens. lol.
when i saw his bball captain playing the NBA game, i'm like..
"basketballers are all the same. chakwa plays NBA game machine too."
went to eat burger king, and gavie hing keep telling me abt the cool gadget he's gonna get.
like that one lorhhhs. XD
went to read home decor mag,
dardar must earn alot of money next time k? HAHHA.
dream houseeeeee. :)

pictures:

chakwa! :D

me! :D

Daddy the pro! :D

@ Giant. :)

HAHAHAHAH.

married. :) prettaye right? hahhas.

결혼을 짚어 볼까!

UPDATE - PASIR RIS PARK DATE WITH FCW.

2009-11-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

long day today with lots of fun! :)

went ballet in the morning.
was hooked on pokemon (opsy!) & didn't want to leave house. HAHA.
tcher gave us groupings le ehs.
at first i was still worried cause xingyoong & simhwee both not taking exam den my grp no more. in the end was grouped with rachel, rachel & sheryl. :)
went all excited discussing abt new leotard colours.
uhh, but i see a big hole in my daddy's wallet. sorreh. :/

wanted to buy the new Sally Hansen's Insta-dry nail polish.
the applicator damn cool la. budden it's 12.50 bucks. dang.
sad siahs, & i was still looking forward to painting my nails.
waited for chakwa to come, & he bought crispy chicken to tempt me.
tskkk. nvm, i got my fries. hehehe.

went to the optical shop & make my new specs.
hmm, i don look so odd in this new specs now.
wanted to take white frames but the sides are yellow, so weird.
den the black ones chakwa say too nerdy. LOL.
settled for a pink frame. reminds me of pri sch specs-making.

decided to go passir ris park to fly kites.
but the walking is far enuff i almost died.
all the blisters come out again. :(
abandoned the fly kites plan & decided to rent bike.
2-person bikes are fun cause i don even need to cycle. HAHA.
i suck at cycling :/
everytime we see a dog, i'll tell him to cycle away from it,
but we always end up cycling right pass it. tskkk.
scary cann.
few rounds in the park den decided to sit down for abit.
camwhored. :P
we saw horses & ponies! hahahs.
and i tot might as well take a pic for pb. lol.
returned bike early,
den headed to downtown east to eat.
actually wanted to eat my fish & chips de lehs,
budden the shop close so ended up at BBQ chicken.
was so hungry i found the service too slow.
eat half way Vanessa walked pass & tease us. notti girl. :P

went arcade & played a few games of the mario racing thingy.
easy game controls i must admit.
plus i like the camera function! damn funny.
that chakwa, everytime he throw some obstacle in my face successfully he'll laugh like some siaokia.
played the slam the buttons until hand pain game. x.x
head home after that.
sang our way home, damn funny.
& fun as well. :) feel so blissed.
den sat at my void deck & eat. hehehe.

now i'm super tired.

Pictures:
(upload some other day. for more pics go to fb.)

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UPDATE - I REALLY HOPE THIS FLAME AIN'T DYING.

2009-11-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

craved for KFC breakfast waffles since yst night.
actually wanted to wake up early den go eat with chakwa de,
budden.. i woke up at 10.30am. TT
urgh.

chatted with him thru the phone abt family probs,
den we decided to meet at 12.30pm.
IRIS IS EARLY TODAY OKAYS!
i reached at abt 12.10pm.
cause yst i late den scared i late again.
in the end he 12.30pm den reach TT
chakwa damn high today larhs, must be because of the red wine yst. :P
teased him on the mrt,
and joked abt "snow!". teehee.

went vivo, and decided to watch "2012".
he damn funny.
Chakwa : (walks up to the counter) can i have two tickets to "2010"?
the counter guy stunned abit, before he smiled and assumed he meant "2012". HAHA.
while waiting for seating time, went daiso & bought chips. :)
den went arcade, pet store & forever 21.
I'M SO GONNA GET MY X'MASS DRESS FROM FOREVER 21.
ohmygod la, so many prettaye dresses at afforadble prices. :)
iris sense a splurge season coming up!
but i'm brokeeeee.
anyway, "2012" is damn nice! but v long onli.
gives me phobias of moving gears, flying planes, & cracking grounds. x.x
but the president of US damn cool. :P
half way thru we needed to go toilet.
den it was like, climax part, so v jing zhang.
in the end we practically ran all the way out to the toilets & back again.
saw the cinema worker starring at us like we siaokia.
we must've ran like the toilets were gonna run away. HAHA.
got some kinda scary parts had to get him to cover my eyes. lol.

went to eat dinner & den went home. :)
i still have to wear specs for the moment. pathetic me. :(
feel so low ego siahhs.

every kiss i can't forget.

UPDATE - CHAKWA'S POST. HAHA.

2009-11-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

guess who's at my house again? :P
IT'S FONG CHAKWA, as usual. LOL.
i just asked him to post but he said he dont know what to.

woke up with extremely swollen eyes.
u noe my double eyelids practically went all the way to my eyebrows cause of the swell.
so pathetic.
and it hurts everytime i blink. TT
about to leave for sch den mama saw my eyes & was like "GO TAKE MC!"
sorry belinda & rongda for not going Pump today.
went doc to take mc, & i got it till fri.
actually got motive one.
i wanna pon cca on fri. MUAHAHAH.
doc say cant go under sunlight, so too bad.
but but tomorrow i wan go outtt TT (4TH MONTH!)

chakwa came my house & bought porridge.
THAT BOY GO TEMPT ME WITH HIS FRIES & BURGER. TSKKK.
watched momo love. ehhh, damn nice la! :D
&& i didn't noe yvonne was into "Ghost friends". THE GUY SHUAI RIGHT!
played monopoly for awhile, & decided to watch "A Cinderella story".
that movie's significant to meeee. :D (he knows why.)
fell asleep on his lap, and i can feel someone keep stroking my hair. HAHA. :)
i slept well. :D (i got forced to say this. JK.)
went down to run errands for mama, saw qianyun! :)
had a desire to pee & that notti boy keep on "shhhhhhhhhhh". tskkk. :P

yst had O lvl chi paper.
ehhh, compre was harder than expected. :/
went to eat at Eatz culture.
sorry gavie & claire for pangsehing u all abt the yuki yaki. :(
good food & i didnt get to eat, sad siahh.
sorry claire, can't make it to send u off today as well. AHH.
promise will write a 200 words letter to u. :)
headed down to chakwa's house for awhile.
den came to my house to prepare for ballet.
that boy ah, kept me in suspense about the 2nd surprise. :x
dar, i was really touched.
i'm sorry i was so lost for words at that moment.
but hugging the cushion reminds me of your warmth. :)
i love you! many many thank yous.

monday didn't tie hair & go pump.
den we gt a bit timid,
so decided to tie hair again.
in the end attend pump realise gt ppl nv tie hair. zzz.
so took off rubber band again.
boring pump, pon chi.
den went PP, asked chakwa to come as well.
looked for belinda's contact lens solution in watsons.
den went mos burger.
rongda kept toking abt "bird bird". o.o??
we laughed a bit too loud this ang moh changed seat. -.-
walked at PP awhile, den headed home.
actually wanted to go ballet but changed my mind cause next day O lvl chi. :/
studied awhile & started playing monopoly with chakwa. :D
DAR BULLY ME ONE LORHH!
he keep changing the dice & start setting weird weird rules. XD
laugh until i wan die, everytime he insist he's right.
hahhas. i had fun dar!
did facial for him as a punishment cause he lost monopoly. hehe.
his first time eating dinner at my house. :)

Pictures:

acting guai again at borders. Belinda look like ghost, transparent one siah!

hahahs. we look like we're looking "parental guidance".

i don look me. :/

chakwa's in the pink shirt i bought for him. :D

know what they are doing? THEY ARE LOOKING FOR THE SEX PORTION OF THE STORY.

dar's surprise for me. :D ily.

dar's thumb that looked like a terrorist with black mask. :P

just married, young couple.
平凡也是一种幸福。

UPDATE - TIME'S TICKING AWAY.

2009-11-08T19:57:00.004+08:00

我很努力地想把时间留住。

yst chakwa came to pick me up from ballet.
den met up with mama, papa, yiyi & uncle andrew. :)
went Poppeye to eat. hahahs.
actually wanted to go downtown east watch "My Girlfriend is an Agent",
but realised century square also have.
daddy say chakwa gives him the very comfortable feeling,
in other words he like him. HAHA.
but yiyi say he gt the taohua face. :P
went home, den came back to century square to watch the movie.
quite funny if you pay enuff attention. :P
sorry dar, for asking you to do something both of us have no capabilities of.
after that chakwa went off to play bball.
after his game he came to my house for a lil while. hahas.
chatted with a few people who,
one gave me courage, the other... unveiled the fear in me.
i understand your position, i will, and i know i must let go.

today met up with chakwa & went Iluma.
bought shoes for mama. :)
dar, mama says she like it alot, & thank you for choosing such prettaye design. :)
we actually wanted to buy shoes so we can spend away the 5dollars voucher.
but in the end after we paid, another 5dollars voucher was given. -.-...
headed to Orchard Central after that.
whoa, all the long long escalators. :P
rooftop's beautiful. :)
but the lifts quite mafan, onli go to a few stories.
went to furniture store, the clocks & baby sofas damn cutee!
thanks hanjie for mmsing me the picture of rainbow. :)
as you said, my honourable fireman. :)
went centrepoint, nth much to walk so headed back to century square.
Toys'r Us gt a super cute duckie that quacks like it's being bullied.
can't stop laughing at it. :P
AND I KNOW ONE MORE OF FONG CHAKWA'S WEAKNESS.
MUAHAHHAS. YOU'RE SOOOOO DEAD.
chakwa bought melissa's surprise, and we headed down her house.
glad that she liked it, she looked so happy! :D
watched chakwa walk to find his uncle from my house. hahas.
gong gong one lehhhs u. :)

dar, remember abt our SPORTS DAY, okays! :)

Pictures:

Orchard central rooftop. :)

mos burgerrrr. :P

一切在混乱之中变了，而我迟了一步才领悟到。
他们的害怕，变成了我的压力。
我想把他留住，可是我知道不可以，也不可能。
该放手的时候，我一定会放。
所以你们不用再担心了。

UPDATE - FOR YOU BOY.

2009-11-07T18:41:00.005+08:00

“或许能等待也是一种幸福”
我很努力地告诉自己。

不知不觉地说出了“别走”两个字。
但幸好你没听见。
否折心一定会更痛。

你说为了我们的未来，
这一切都值得。
自私的我却觉得如果因为未来而让现在这么痛苦，
我宁愿放弃未来，只珍惜现在。
或许你会觉得我很懦弱。
但那种窒息的痛苦，一次就够了。

她说得对，你别无选择。

现在的我，很害怕听见大家的看法。
我不想听到他们的嘲笑，
说我太天真，太傻，说我们还很小，以后一定会后悔。
他们说男人变心很快。
但我仍然想相信你和其他人不一样。

如果有一天你后悔了，
后悔给了我这样一个承诺，
不要犹豫，请告诉我。

有人跟我说，
只要期待你回来的那一天，
一切就会变得美好。
我很努力地这样想，
但眼泪仍然不知觉地落下。

好想好想时间能停留一下下。
哪怕是一秒而已，
只要还能握你的手，我就满足了。

没有你的日子，
我不知道要如何熬过。
一切都会变得不一样吧。
或许我不是不知道，而是不想知道。

我是应该让你走的。
不，其实我根本别无选择。

真的希望，等待是幸福的。
我爱你，方泽华。

UPDATE - YOU'RE ALWAYS LEAVING.

2009-11-05T20:56:00.004+08:00

i don't wanna plaster this on my face anymore.
i thought it was better for us.
but the look from your eyes tells me
i can't do this to you.

the way your security spreads over me.
calms my heart & emotions so much,
nothing goes wrong as long as there's you.

you finally start the clock ticking.
and that pain starts creeping back.
i don't wanna do anything if there's no you.

you've always been going.
never once did you stop,
and i've always been watching you,
counting the steps you take before you
leave.

don't.

but i want you to move on so i'm already gone.

UPDATE - CLIMAX.

2009-11-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

i officially hate post exam studies. TT
gavie, u better treasure my letter horrhh!
iris tickled gav until he fell backwards. HAHA.

MOST HILARIOUS JOKE OF THE DAY:
today during break,
we made rongda run extra mile to buy food for us. :p
den while he was gone we drank his milk tea.
when he came back, he look at his milk tea and went ..
"Huhh.... My milktea evaporate so fast. :("
in tat super serious & depressed kinda tone.
DAMN FUNNNYYYYY.
we laugh until buey tahan, first time tink rongda so cute. HAHA.

i'm toking with chakwa on the phone.
i heard some kind of game music,
so i ask him wad game he playing.
den he say "is not i playing. is my cousin."
" ohhhhhh!! "
" you tink i buddha ah? "
at first i tot he gonna say i tot he spider,
cause spider got 8 legs, budden he tot of buddha.
i just rmb buddha gt thousands of hand.
burst out laughing, idk why. :P

thanks dar yst! :D
first time send me to ballet, can see chiobu right! LOL.
at first the girls all tot he my brother. -.-''
until michelle came, den she told huiwen my bf outside.
den huiwen go fake fake run pass & run back. cute la.
den eventually the whole grp were like "we go tie hair!" den fake fake walk pass.
damn funny. hahahs,
vanessa pulled me to one side and was like "tat one ur bf? WOOOOOO."
:P

iris don feel like attending pump tmr!
who wanna ponnnnn. :P
gavie on! :D

& BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RONGDA! (1st nov)

on my radar.

UPDATE - 1ST NIGHT.

2009-11-01T11:23:00.005+08:00

i guess i'm not fully awaken yet.
it doesn't feel like he's back. HAHAH.
woke up and tot .. hmm, maybe it's a dream.
den received his sms and i was like "okays.. he's really back...?"
:P IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE HE'S BACK LARHHS.
too used to webcamming alr. lol.

iris officially knows how to check for flight belts alr! :D
smart right? HAHAH.
met up with his uncle yst and waited for him.
tat silly boy couldn't find his lugage.. HAHA.
blur blur one lehs he.

went his house for awhile,
den headed to iluma to buy his shoes. :)
after that went yoshinoya bugis to eat.
so many people in halloween costume! cool siahs.

picture:

& i'm not the one capable of changing it.

UPDATE - CW IS BACK!

2009-10-31T15:05:00.003+08:00

time flies.

and school's closed.
i still remember the 1st day of 2009's sch day.
pre-smsed claire to become deskmates. (& HER REPLY WAS SO DAO!)
that time eugene was super quiet because szuyuan was absent. EK - emokia.
spent recess with Estic. (i miss you girls! & guys!)
uhh.. den eventually everyone got busy.
changed from dance to interact.
was afraid of gav at first, but started liking him, for his shortness. HAHHA.
is still ever so close to Pengbo, except during mid year when we cold war. :x
love the class so much now.
all the bad impressions are gone, and i got to know you guys better.
the pretteh class tee that was designed kinda late.
the class blog that's... not so active. HAHAH.
and Mrs Long who's always nagging.
our chairmans, Hanjie / Meipeng, and the Vice, Huishan / Zhangyang.
the class chalet, murderer games, alcohol, and mopping (tskkk!). HAHA.
3EMPATHY 2009,
THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES.

uhh. fri was kinda a bad day.
report books were back.
close shave for some, but the others... bid farewell.
i kinda... dislike the school now.
how many futures have they ruined, i wonder.

hey people, let's spend the holidays usefully,
and also, class chalet & X'mas party okays!
Oh ya, and 2 person's bdae. :P ( I RMB HOR! )

pictures:

"WA LAOOOOOOOOOOO!"

"STOP IT LAAAAAAAAAAA!"

uhhh.. rongda, what's with tat face?

eugene cracked a joke again i suppose.

claire strangling terry to death. "AHHHH!"

OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY COMING!

BFF :D

tryna get the inspiration. HAHA.

claire's still the pro-cameraman.

love her shots. I didn't zhaogeng. (i tinkkk)

IRIS IS COUNTING DOWN TO 6.10PM. :D

when i said forever, i mean it.

UPDATE - 4 DAYS FCW.

2009-10-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

bleahhs.
got back CA2 + SA2 overall results.
sucky sucky sucky.
my percentage decrease by 8%. dammit.
but lucky i passed eng & 2 other subjs. phew.
but e maths still failed. hopefully SA1 can pull it up. :/

my stomach cramps killing me!
and nearly stained my skirt again. ugh.

camwhore for abit at the piano corner.
mr chua came out from LT1 and we all chua tiok. HAHAH.
today Mr Lee nv come den Mr Chia came.
x.x next year amaths tcher change arhs?

pengbo, don worry la. will be fine de okays!
claire, you comfirm will promote one la, silly girl.
belinda, cheer up! it's all a misunderstanding.

pictures :

screweddd. hahahs.

meipeng lovess.

i was sweeping my hair away but this looks cool afterall.

fave shot!

the talls. :)

HAHAHAH. wad's this?

took my breathe away, you did.

UPDATE - WEBCAM CRAZE.

2009-10-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

IRIS IS OFFICIALLY HAVING A DRAMA MARATHON.
but actually all i watched is "Green Forest My Home". hahas.
rewatched it. so sianz.

I DIDN'T NOE "GONE WITH THE WIND" IS 3HRS 40MINS.
near to 4hrs, no wonder it's one of the longest film.
just saw okto's cute suggestion to survive sucha long film.
"Every time the word 'LOVE' is mentioned, kiss your love one."
cool right, creative suggestion. :)

uhh, stomach crampppps.
my period came late, and darn the cramps.

anyone noe what's the exact time of tmr's breaks??
:( iris desperately needs to know.

today webcam dar, frazer er er & gavie. hahas.
frazer keep insisting i cut bangs. I NEVER!! :P
gavie say i look like model cause the fan keep blowing my hair. HAHAH.

我在隐藏的你总能感觉得到.♥

UPDATE - GRADE 8 GO GO!

2009-10-24T15:22:00.003+08:00

finally can let out a sigh of relief.
i've made up my mind to give it a go for my ballet grade 8 exam.
thanks dar, meipeng, daddy & mummy for encouraging me to go for it,
for having faith in me.

went for ballet today,
and i feel that passion i had when i first saw these graceful movements.
even though i'm alone in the class,
i enjoyed myself. :)
before lesson kept telling myself i need to be brave,
because someone's gonna be there for me, right? :)
just like i believed, your call came, punctually, boy.
it totally made my day. :)
you asked if i was holding anything back,
and i lied.
i was holding tears, like u've expected,
but that's because i was really touched.
you have never let me down, and for that i love you alot.
you gave me the courage, and i decided to take a big step.
thanks alot, dar.

went shopping on random.
but actually it's meant for 31st oct. haha.
hmm.. went to quite a few shops but nth caught my eyes.
den finally saw smth that i went " this is the one. "
u noe, that kind of feeling that you'll never go wrong with.
so, hehe, dar, be prepared for next sat!
it's nth too complexed, very simple but i tink you'll love it. :)

ocean park sounds damn fun!
FONG CHAKWA IS A DARE DEVIL.
those rides.. don't even think about getting me up there.
i swear i'll cling onto some pole or smth. :P
have fun! hehe.
and look forward to the good news i'm telling u tonight.
it's nth big, really, but.. it took me long so it's a v gd news to me.

"有人說世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你"
原来三年前我离你如此的遙遠. but it's different now. :)

UPDATE - 7 MORE DAYS CW.

2009-10-23T17:51:00.007+08:00

dar, it's so bored without you around. :/

reached PP macs at 6.30pm today.
was there half an hour before meeting time cause daddy drove me there,
waited outside macs for like.. 20 plus mins.
uhh.. i better start avoiding spending time alone, it's getting to me.
went in den belinda came along. :)
no appetite, so i watched them eat.
macs nw having some monopoly collection thingy.
entertained myself with that. uhh.. be occupied.
needs one more orange property to go on star cruise! HAHAHA.
huishan, pengbo, hanjie & nick came later.
meipeng suppose to come but in the end lazy.
nick played with the happy meal toy, stupid toy. lol.

went to sch after that & nightmare begins.
passed my geog, failed e maths & a maths.
wth is happening to me.
i've always been alright with e maths.
idk, totally no confidence now, i'm v shag & weak.

went to library with meipeng.
wasn't feeling well so didnt go cca.
tried to settle down & read some books but my heart's feeling too heavy for me to bear.
told meipeng it's useless tat i borrow any books home.
don tink i can settle down & read it. plus the book kinda emo as well.
parted with meipeng and went to wait for bus.
saw this DMS guy tat looked like him...
and everything came crashing down again.
idk, i woke up telling myself i'll be strong today & not shed a single tear,
but boy, i can't do it. i'm sorry.

held my tears on the bus,
but they fell the min i step off.
ahma was shocked when she opened the door to see the sobbing me. :/
she kept asking but i just can't bring myself to tell her anything.
just kept shaking my head.
waited for mama to come out of the toilet.
started crying when she asked "whyy???"
:/ aishhh.
blurted out abt the results & stuff,
thanks mama for your understanding.
but i'm still worried abt papa's reaction.
sorry dar, had to ask u to call back a bit later cause i...

chatted with chakwa for abt half an hour.
you're like magic, i felt so much better when i heard your voice.
but you always leave me craving for more. :x
& i promise you that thought won't ever appear in my mind again.
just that i was thinking maybe it would be the best way out,
returning everything to before.
but now i know better. :)

super tired of crying.
dunno why i break down so easily these few days.
today in LT1 oso broke down.
thanks viv, i tried but i keep getting weaker.
nw i have to constantly drip eye drops or my eyes would be damn tired, and red.
uhh.. hate myself.
& i'm so bored at home i really don't know wad to do.
in sch i feel like going home faster,
at home i get very.. tensed up. idk why.
everyone's trying, but no one can fill that emptiness in my heart.
now even mama can't. and it hurts.

once again, thanks meipeng, hanjie, belinda, claire, huishan, gavie.
and.. sorry.

tomorrow will be a worst day.
because i'll have to face the prob with my ballet issue.
i know i should go for it,
but the girl inside me is afraid... very.

what would you tell me if you were around, dar?
imy.

love you alot dar for calling.
enjoy your dinner okays! :)
i'm just happy to hear your voice, it's good enough.

picture :

the time your plane lifted off, love.

hang in there, but the voice in me tells me i can't.
how i wish i can see everything that's happening to you now.

UPDATE - 8 MORE DAYS CW. :(

2009-10-22T17:20:00.004+08:00

countdown : 8 more days. :)

many many thanks to my beloved BFFs today.
viv, claire, belinda, meipeng, huishan, huimin, hanjie, qien, eugene, nick, zhangyang, pengbo, gavril & many others.

i really don't know.
what's with the gross results i'm getting.
urgh. it's like.. might as well don study larhs. -.-
maybe today i aint feeling well so i'm so.. teary.

sorry to all the people around me.
been sucha mood spoiler today.
i know you all are already down over the results,
but you all still had to comfort me, i'm so sorry.

huishan, don't cry okays. you did a great job for the exam. :)

belinda, don't go home and sob, silly girl.

claire, i know it'll be hard on you when you get home, just bear with it, & thanks so much.

viv, saw you so down today when we left the hall. you alright? thanks for smsing me to check if i'm okays. cheer up alright! my temporary bf cannot be sad!! :)

thanks dar alot for making an effort to call back.
made me feel so very much better i don't know how to tell you.
sorry i cried when you called, shldn't have cause you didnt call me to hear my sobbings.
but i just couldn't hold back anymore.
tried suppressing my emotions too much today i couldn't take it anymore.
i promise you i'll try to be strong alright? :)
don't worry, will be waiting for you with a smile.
love you alot alot alot.

but my heart just hurts so much everytime i get reminded of you, i can't breathe & the tears starts rolling.

UPDATE - GOODBYE LOVE, 10 DAYS.

2009-10-21T17:09:00.003+08:00

went down to sch yst.
claire scared me to death la,
when i almost reaching she sms say she can't come out.
lucky gav came down & we ate lunch tgt.
den after tat he left first, while i waited for dear claire (who finally can come out le).
soccer interclass kinda more re nao den expected. :)
richie was like "IS THAT IRIS?!" lol.
watched for awhile & left.
sorry guys. :/
lan for awhile, joel laughed at me for going lan shop to play FB.
tskkk.
went down to meet chakwa.
sorry boy. i tried my best but the tears still rolled down.
uhh. stupid me.
went haagen daz to eat icecream waffle. :D
den went BBQ Chicken for my stomach's filling. opsy.
thanks so much dar. :)

woke up at about 7.30am today.
uhh.. forget about the swollen eyes that i freaked out at infront of the mirror. :/
iris officially hates crying in bed. tsk.
went down to meet chakwa & ate breakfast with him.
the porsche was loud i could hear it from my block. lol.
brought hammie down.
everytime chakwa went "run", hammie realli run the treadmill ehs!!
super listen to chakwa one can.
she even did the monkey bars trick. eheheh, hammie is bias to chakwa! :3
went back up and put hammie back, den went to tok tok for awhile.
sorry sorry sorry sorry. maybe there's a glitch in my water pipe.
went back home & thanks viv a thousand times.
me and viv headed down to the airport, and went T1 to eat.
i was just beside the gantry at T1! :/
saw chakwa & his family heading for the gantry.
didn't noe y i didnt budge.
but i was happy enuff to see you smiling and waving back at your relatives.
he called but uhh... i feel so... i dunno.
went to viewing hall, but didnt see any cathay airline planes. :(
headed to T1 & bought webcam plus print photos.
oh ya, and bakerzin blueberry cheese cake tat i watched viv eat.
other than a bite of hotdog bun for breakfast & one cup of soyabean...
i didnt eat a single thing.
uhh.. but i don feel hungry at all. good way to diet i suppose? :/

there's smth wrong with my contacts. x.x
&& TOMORROW IS DOOM'S DAY. OMG.
dang, all the results are coming back. so dead.
currently trying my best to not hear anything, not even songs.
i'm so desperate for silence i'm using a disconnected earpiece.

maybe i didn't want to drop another tear infront of you, ever again.

UPDATE - ILOVEYOUFCW.

2009-10-19T23:21:00.005+08:00

I WAS ON THE SPOT TODAY. not late! :B
hehe.
met up with chakwa & ate bakerzin. :D
we went to raffles place mrt station.
bet with him that if he walk the wrong way to esplanade he'll have to do a punishment.
in the end... HAHAHHAHAHAHA. :D iris won the bet!
finally found our way to esplanade, went to roof terrace to take pics.
met some japs along the way. so cool ehs.
chakwa go do the 10 mins massage den after that he kept saying..
"wa damn shuang eh..." LOL.
ate Chocz, and walked to the merlion park.
we like tourist siahhs. haha.
took a cab down to vivocity after that,
den went to the water park to play.
bought false eyelash, food & arm training thingy at daiso. :D
went to eat den go look at the pet shop.
i didnt noe hamsters have cooling pad. LOL
robovski hamsters are so small & fast. damn cute.

Pictures:

on our way to esplanade.

he look so innocent. HAHAHA.

almost reaching. x.x

emoing by the bridge. :x

:)

look like lil boi! 3 inside 17 outside!

:D

nice scenery.

PUNISHMENT SHOT 1: "i don't do jump shots! :/"

PUNISHMENT SHOT 2: "why i jump so short? :("

gahhh. drinking from the merlion's spit. HAHAHA.
after we took this pose alot of tourist followed us.

enjoying the tiny water droplets blown onto the skin.

at vivo city!

HAHAH. mr macho?

their xmas tree v big.

forgt to zoom out. x.x

my fave pic!

had a super fun time. :)

on the phone + msn + webcam + fb. HAHAH.

so cuteee. :D

100 days, 120kisses, 18 shots, 10 mins.
i love you, fong chak wa. :)

UPDATE - SWIMMING AT CW'S. :D

2009-10-18T23:19:00.005+08:00

after a whole morning & noon of discussing where to go,
we finally ended up at chakwa's house swimming! :D
so long nv swim lerhs.

few cui pics, & we look messy, crazy & ~~fatt~~. omg. lol.
i'm considering of getting photoshop to edit these pics. :/

i forgt hw to swim le lehhhs. urghhhh.
my few years of lessons gone into the drain. :(
played hide & seek with chakwa in the pool.
in the end bu ren xin, den started waving to him cause he looked worried.
budden he like nv see. LOL.
both of them keep saying wan piggy back me in the water.
i don't even get piggy back on land, fat hope about in the water.
we look like eediots tryna master the art of squriting. -.-''
baby pool is cool!!

daddy fetched me claire & chakwa home after tat.
kinda tired, iris nid to swim more.

"PENGUINS FLOAT BECAUSE THEY GOT BLUBBER. IRIS CAN'T FLOAT BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE TUMMY FATS." - it's the truthhh!

Pictures:

laughing off. LOL.

where am i going?

twisttt.

sorry, you're sooo not gonna see me in wet hair. :P

spot the edited mirror frame. :P

the only pic that we look.. alright. LOL.

a suagu playing blackshot. :O WHO'S THAT SUAGU?

i love your shoulder.

UPDATE - BELATED 3 MONTHS. :)

2009-10-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

exams are finally over, but the load ain't off at all. urghh.

fri, after last paper, went airport to have fun.
but rongda, belinda & meipeng didn't come along. :/
went airport & changed, den go sakae sushi.
salmon craze after so so so longggg. yayeeee.
huimin in charge of comp clicking,
huishan take pics,
claire eat peas,
i eat salmon & drink green teaaa. :D
camwhore for abit but the pics all scattered in diff phones.

HAPPY BELATED 3RD MONTH, DARDAR. :D

went orchard ion. :)
it's bigggg & expensive. TT
saw this jap food shop, got my fave daifuku!
caught "500 DAY OF SUMMER" omg, freaking niceee.
laugh like crazy like that in the cinema.
& i shld've brought jacket. :x
dar gave me wawa! :DD so cuteee. thx love.
tryna edit the schedule book. :)
came back tm to eat pasta mania.
thanks dar for today, enjoyed it alot.
but i was serious about you nt coming back until you've finished all that you need to.
i can see u leaving once, but nt twice, not to say, more than that. :)
leave the topic aside first though.
will miss you during the ten days u're away.
hearts to you. (L.)
p.s. the song the song the song. :)

Pictures:
(last time one. clique pictures.)

huimin so cute. :D

ty to rongda the cameraman.

i.am.bloating.my.mouth. :/

i like this pic. HAHAH.

huishan's enlargement. :D

clique loved forever! :D

(sakae sushi feast.)

terrorist!

chillax, it's just claire.

our "drink tea" shots.

cant see my high high ponytail.

claire's dress quite nice. :)

our "comp clicker". :D

chakwa fetching me to dinner. :D

Orchard ION:

the lifts are so silent we missed 3 of them.

trotting down orchard road, in "rad biginis" & BOOMZ.

???? HAHHA.

I SEE PRADA. LOL.

tadah! say hi to wawa. :)

chakwa & wawa. HAHA.

hehe.

:)

lights are out, & we're in.

UPDATE - LOST & CONFUSION.

2009-10-11T19:54:00.003+08:00

SCREW EOYS. RAWR.

now it hits me so hard i really don't know how i'm screwing up.
maybe i need a pick-me-up once again.
it's like history repeating itself.
but i know i'm much better off than before.
how come i'm still not contented.
if only you would stop collapsing on me, troubles.

The view infront is pretty, but all i see is...
lost & confusion.

UPDATE - EARLY CLAIRE'S BDAE.

2009-10-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

NOHJ MADE ME UPDATE & HE UPDATED HIS TOO! hahha.

EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETEST BFF - CLAIRE!
love you to the very bits.
hope you like our presents, the cake smashing, and birthday bash! :D
as i'm typing ur name, u called me. HAHA.
sorry can't make it big for u cause it's exam period.
but after exams we'll have big outings to make up for it k! hahahs.

really touched today. :)
freaking lots of thanks & loves to Hanjie, Claire & Meipeng.
sometimes it takes only a short message to show how much you care.
just when i needed it, it came, so i'm very grateful about that.
i'm sorry, know you all have your own probs too. :x
but seriously seriously love you all alot.
Belinda, don't be silly, your plans must not leave out ur lovely BFFs okays!
we'll support u to the end.
and meipeng, don't think this way.
we truely love you and will be with you always no matter what, where & when!
Huishan, sorry i said u were short today. HAHAH. (squeak squeak!)
Hanjie, stop being so dao to me face to face luhh! make me sad onli. lol.
BFFs are the friends to do big things with. (L.)

PICTURES:

cake smashed. i missed it siahh! only turned arnd when the cake on her face already. :/

hehehe. rongda shoo! :P belinda still grabbing the piece of cake. LOL.

this might look inspiring but the actual fact is.. THERE'S A GUY OPPOSITE HALF NAKED. :O

belinda look good in this pic. :D fb profile pic k!

dont ask me wad we're doing. omg, so eediotic.

me and rongda! camera here lehs !! where u looking!

birthday bash. i only hit her 3 times, cannot!!

rongda "HUH? I HAVEN BEAT YET! CLAIRE! *PIAK*" hahahs.

rongda as cameraman. :D emo style.

belinda did a ^^v for me. LOL.

from the btm. :P

BFFs forever! :D

i'm only gonna break your heart.

UPDATE - CHAKWA'S COUSIN BDAE.

2009-09-27T00:30:00.004+08:00

okays, i said i would be MIA-ing, but here i am again. x.x

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO L.HUIMIN! :D 27/9
tat day went PP's jack's place to celebrate her bdae.
claire & belinda were sneaking arnd pp to look for her cake & stuff.
was meant to be a surprise but i tink she knew. ahahas.
when the jack's place waiter brought out the cake there was bdae song played siahs.
we all chua tiok. hahahs. but v fun. :)
hope you had a good bdae Huimin. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAKWA'S COUSIN! :D
Went to Chakwa's cousin's bdae parteh today. :)
before tat went for ballet & i finally bought my denim vest. hehe.
went home & den go tm again to wait with chakwa for his aunty & uncle.
after tat his uncle sent us to the parteh but on the way went orchard Ion's LV.
the heels are damn nice luhh.
i guess the cheapest thing down there is the keychain at more than a few hundred bucks. :x
kept pointing to the screen showing LV's runway "next time u'll see me there walking. :)"
HAHAH. after tat went to his cousin's house.
abit awkward & tense but quite fun larhs. :)
the place realli v nice siahs! & i didnt noe tennis courts are thattt big.
they even gt private bowling alley & KTV room. cool right.
was kinda confused cause i dunno which person is his relative & which are not. :/
downthere gt 1 new mall with 9 storeys ehs. :O
went camwhoring. HAHAH.
thanks chakwa's uncle & aunty for fetching me home, & sorry for the trouble! :x
& i'm still laughing at the "cook curry" thingy. LOLLL.
oh, && KILL 2 DIE 13. HAHAHAHHA.

iris can't believe that her exam is starting next week fri. :O
please shake me to my senses.

PICTURES:

huishan huimin meipeng bags-look-alike. :)

nick wenbin hanjie linking hands & skipping. OHMYGAWD. LOL.

belinda tryna make huimin & claire link hands & skip with her too! HAHA.

HPD HUIMIN! :D

:B at the poolside.

sorry my camera sucks. :/

PIGGGGGGGGGGGGG! LOL.

gahhh. so cute. :P

deprieved of childhood. :x

SEVERE CASE OF DEPRIEVING CHILDHOOD.

LOL LOL LOL LOL.

emu :/

in the lift, hehe. fave pic. :D

something trembling in here.

UPDATE - UNGLAM & MIA.

2009-09-23T17:35:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM MIA & WILL BE BACK TO MIA AFTER THIS POST.

dear claire teo kept pestering me to post pics so she can kope.
& since i promised Jon too that i'll blog after our convo,
here i am. :B

sat went to meet claire with chakwa for studying *ahem* at PP macs.
reached & saw "some people",
den we saw ang ang & gav came down to join us after his tuition. :D
like 3ep gathering siahhs. hahas.
Pb claims that he was there at 1pm too.
Huishan was there to buy koi too! :O
some spastic pictures, & pool session saw seniors.

sunday went to ehub for lunch & went pasir ris park to study with chakwa.
LOLLL. so weird right, go beach study. :P
ended up getting sunburn,
tink cause i sprawled out on the mat when no one was looking & took a small nappy happily. :B

monday no sch but didnt go out cause my parents started scolding. -.-''
but daddy bought good food home. :D
Belinda wasn't in sch on Tues, missed her siahs.
she called me like thrice when i was at Mos.
she say she chua tiok when chakwa picked up the call. HAHA.
"chakwa's voice very low lehh!"
went library to study.
Yvon told me today she was there with cheekong too. :O
hahhahas!
yvon & rongda keep telling me to go ask Chakwa abt smth.
so weird siahhs! I don noe hw they tok abt it. lol. :P

3EP IS IN A DIGIMON CRAZE.
yes, 1st kamen rider, now digimon. "save me!"
started with gavie, who brought his dunno wad era digimon device to sch.
den today when i go sch i see 2 more digivice. lol.
now nick, qien & gav all crazy over digimon. -.-''
in class keep shaking the device, & it looks obscene at the wrong angle. LOL.
& then sometime randomly gt this music start playing,
eugene say it's the digimon evolving. my gosh. x.x

PICTURES:

nth better to do in class. LOL.

Hint: Tall.
please guess who this "person" is. HAHAH. spastic!!

caught meipeng in action! :P

"17 outside 3 inside." :B

deprieved of childhood. HAHA.

at yoshinoya. :)

sat at PP mac.

Chakwa & claire's minnie mouse pencil case. :P

ang ang & his fren.

Pooling & claire's aiming chakwa's butt. HAHA. revenge time!

ATTENTION! EPIC UNGLAMNESS & OBSCENE BELOW!
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NO LAUGHING ALLOWED. HMPF!

*runs down the hallway screaming in embarrassment.*
( why do i look so chubby?! LOL. diet diet diet.)

claire teo craving for another bite of the saussy. HAHA.

oh yes.
JON SPAMMED MY PHONE THAT DAY CAUSE HE CANT SLEEP.
lolll. wait till i get my unlimited. :P

everytime i look into your eyes, you're my heartbreaker.

BIG BANG - G.DRAGON HEARTBREAKER.

2009-09-20T20:59:00.011+08:00

MY ONLY HEART BREAKER - KWON JIYONG.

i was at Imeem tryna search for Mc Mong's new album "Humanimal".
den i saw this banner (pic on top) at the top of the page.
"hmm.. some new jap dude that's so freaking pretteh again?"
and i saw the small playing clip at the side,
one charming guy with a heart painted on his left eye.
"who's this jap guy? not a bad idea to love someone else other than jiyong."
den a big "G-DRAGON" appeared when the mini clip ended.
yes, pea got bombed right after that with all my "OMG HE'S SO HAWRT!".

THE ONLY GUY THAT DRIVES ME SO INSANE - G.DRAGON

Official MV:

Sept 18th Music Bank perf:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGCjZqPxm6s

Download the full HEARTBREAKER album!

Lyrics:
ROMANIZATION

A yo! finaly! Is this what you've been waiting for?
brand new G.D! I move by my self. your my heartbreaker
DJ and YG. Let me take this song here

nado eodiseo kkullijin anheo ajik sseulmanhan geol jukji anhasseo
neohana ttaemune manggajin mom sarajin kkum motchatneun mam
neol wihaeseoramyeon i han mom nallyeo niga inneun gosimyeon dallyeo
hajiman geudaen naege annyeong tto annyeong

*neon naega sirtago iyuga mwonyago
jasininneun nipyojeongi modeungeol malhaejwo seulpeugehae
geuraedo jotago gihoereul dallaedo
hanbeon doraseon nimoseup chagaun geu nunbichi sirheoyo

no no
yo ma heart heart heart breaker naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
yo ma heart heart heart breaker no way no way
naega neol tteonagandaedo naneun jeongmal gandago jalsanabojago
jigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutae naesarangui bigeuge no way

maeil ttokgachi mutneunde neon naega byeonhaetdago hae gajingseureon ipdamullae
sangdaega nugunji algo malhae nan ije out of control honjaseo gyesok-
geujari geugoseseo annyeong tto annyeong

Repeat *

no no
yo ma heart heart heart breaker naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
yo ma heart heart heart breaker no way no way
naega neol tteonagandaedo naneun jeongmal gandago jalsanabojago
jigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutae naesarangui bigeuge

I’ll still still be there(kkeojin ni jeonhwagie)
I’ll still still be there(naejibap pyeonjihame)
nan ajikdo geudael(ijen namira haedo)
I’ll will still be there

yeongwonhi hamkkehajan geumaldeul
jamkkanui,dalkomhan ppunirago
geudaen wae amureochiannnyago nan ireoke apeunde
yo ma heart heart heart breaker naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
h.e.a.r.t. breaker

credits: greenglacious @ blogspot

TRANSLATIONS

A yo! finally! Is this what youve been waiting for?
brand new G.D! I'm all by myself but its all good
your my heartbreaker DJ and YG
Let me take this song here

I don't give in no matter what, the useful things still haven't died
Only you caused a broken body, dead dreams, lost heart
If it's for you, this one body will fly, will rush to where you're at
However you say goodbye and goodbye to me

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I don't like the cold look in your eyes when you turn around once

*No no
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way no way

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well [without me]

This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy no way

I ask the same every day, you say that I've changed
Will you please shut your mouth
You speak while knowing who you're talking to
Now I'm out of control, constantly while being alone
In that spot, that place, it's goodbye and goodbye

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I hate the cold smile you have when you turn around once

*repeat

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well [without me]

This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy no way

I'll still be there (inside your turned off phone)
I'll still be there (at the mailbox in front of my house)
You..I still...(even if we're "strangers" now)
I will still be there

Let's be together, those words
It's only sweet for a little while
Why do you not care when
Hey! I'm hurting this much

*repeat

Yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
Yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
H.e.a.r.t. breaker no way

credits: lovenostalgiaa @ youtube

UPDATE - HAPPY 2M!

2009-09-12T23:47:00.004+08:00

finally got out of bed after hitting the snooze button for the 87329237 times.
prepared the sandwiches & realised nt enuff bread. :(
on my way to 7-11,
this weird uncle on the bike passed by and he was like making those noises u hear in motels. -.-''
I DIDNT SCREW UP MUCH! yayeee.
thx Claire's mama for cooking beehoon & crackers although we didnt eat much. :/

cabbed down to his house & to ecp.
pitched a tent at the wrong area, so we were asked to show permits & stuff.
lucky they didnt chase us or smth.
I TOLD YOU ALL NEED LICENSE EVEN THOUGH NO HAVE OVERNIGHT LE! :P
the tent quite big to me lehs, hahas.
i was expecting smth smaller! 15 bucks. :o
but in the end cause of the wind the tent slant one side.
poor chakwa looks depressed at his not so successful attempt of pitching a tent. HAHA.
claire finally came, and we ate the food she brought.
ended up the mat infested with ants. :x
chakwa looked emo all of a sudden & he went to walk walk at the fishing point. :/
me and claire camwhored in the tent, HAHA.
& she tied my hair super high.
viv & pb finally found their way here (sorry abt all the walking!),
and we went nuts over the porn pics found in Pb's Iphone.
BU KUI SHI A PIAN WANG ZI. :P
chased the guys out of the tent,
and me claire viv laughed our way thru the porn pics. LOL.
beside our tent gt this uncle,
he sleeping on the bench.
sleep until his tummy so freaking big plus damnnn obscene. -.-''
totally fan wei can! tsk.
sorry Pb couldn't send u home. :/

reached home chiong to bathe & change.
didnt even put make up.
daddy fetched me & simhwee to NUS UCC den he rush down to bowling tournament.
GENEE INTERNATIONAL BALLET COMPT 2009 WAS FABFABFABFAB! :D
the male dancers were a big wow there, can't blieve they're of abt the same age as me.
the choreographed dance is my fave, thinks it realli allows one to project their character.
saw a few accidents & mistakes, like losing of balance etc.
such a pity i must say.
my fave were no.10 & no.12 :)
no.10 is a small 'lil 15yr old girl. she's seriously good although her build is of a disadvantage to her stage presence.
no.12 is one of the 3 guys, he's 17. super good elevation & technique, he's like total visual pleasure to me.
The winners for the male is no.12 for gold, and for girls is no.9 for gold. :D
love the tutus. SG's rep was good but.. :/
the semi-finalists came on stage too, the dancers all look like super models for god's sake.
one of the dancers injured herself at the prev rounds, and she had to use clutches to come up on stage.
like so depressing, becoming sucha talent but losing all the chances just because of a fall.

after the whole thing we waited with xingyoong for her daddy. :)
took a few pics.
thanks simhwee for the treat cab home! haha.
the driver speed kinda fast it's scareh.

PICTURES:

the sandwich looks edible & IS edible okayyys. :x

in the tent. :D

"PLS DO NOT DISTURB."

i dunno where's the main point of this pic. LOL.

claire's shades. :D

camwhoreee. :)

claire's tryna take the straps. LOL.

my super high ponytail credits to claire. :)

white clothes, white shades, white cap. PEDOPHILE! :O

HEHE. :B

"DON EMO!!"

*PIAK!* "DON EMO!!"

Pb & viv. :D

"WO TOU FA YOU MEI YOU LUAN?!"

NUS UCC Genee International Ballet Compt 2009. :)

okok, i'm in the same dress again. -.-

2m ; p.s. i love you.

UPDATE - 1 MORE DAY TO 2M.

2009-09-11T22:16:00.004+08:00

finally went out with Viv! :D
caught "The Traveller's Wife", super worth it i feel.
very meaningful story, even though the poster looks like some boring porn show. HAHA.
it's about the wife of a time traveller,
always waiting for her husband to travel back into time to see her at different stages of life.
super nice la can.

after movie took bus 27, wanted to head down to airport to study.
after a few stops...
Viv: HAHAHHA! I TINK WE TOOK THE WRONG DIRECTION!!
Me: HUH!? DEN HOW?!
Viv: Have to alight next stop and take back. :/
Me: Wait, i tink this bus can go his house ehs.
Viv: Wan go his house study? I don mind ehs, call him call him!
in the end chakwa nv pick up phone,
and the bus didnt turn to his house like i expected,
so we ended up at IKEA. lol.
camwhored along the "runway", and went to the food center.
the salmon salad thingy is kinda nice, but too much of it is.. :/
ate fish and chips which in conclusion...
Viv's Leftover + My Leftover = 1.5 full plate of fish & chips. HAHAH.
did out hw there, until chakwa came.
Cw: Later go into ikea find the mat for tmr's picnic.
Me: Here got sell mehs? Here buy sofa onli la!
Viv: HAHAHAHA.
i super love the Ikea's showrooms. :B
walked over to Giant, & did some grocery shopping.
PEA, I MISS OUR HOME ECON DAYS! D:
decided to buy a 4man tent, lol. yippee.
bought ham, cucumber, bread, potato chips.
totally stressed everytime i tink about hw i'm incharged of making the sandwiches. oh gosh.
SANDWICH MAKES IRIS DISCOURAGED & DEMORALISED. :X
i'm like so noob la, i forgt i need to weigh the cucumber. :/
i guess Giant dislikes me. :x
waited for shuttle bus & went back to T1.
went R lvl and camwhored for abit. hehe.
so awkward la, viv so shy. HAHA.
ate at BBQ Chicken.
Cw: You hold knife & fork wrongly.
Me: Aiya, nvm la! can cut can liao.
half way thru i realised we forgot to buy cheese & tuna. LOL.
so i typed out to Viv...
Me: We forgot to buy cheese! Shhhh...
Viv: HAHAHAH! Your house don have?
Me: Nope! How about we make chakwa go home first den we go buy?
Viv: Good luck to you ah!
ATTEMPT SUCCEEDED. :D
i made him go home first & we went Cold storage shopping hehe.

after tat went Interchange.
den got this damnnn toot guy hold a pin and was like...
Guy: Did you drop this?
Viv: Err, no.
den we were walking to bus 28,
the guy kept following us can!
& I swear i saw him look at viv v indecently! !@#$%^&*
we stood outside the bus 28 queue,
the guy oso stood behind us and he kept standing v close like some pervertic siaokia. tsk.
felt so dangerous we scare until go to bus 29 queue.
the guy oso follow, just tat he don dare go into the queue.
he stood outside for awhile den finally walked away.
WTH LA! his shorts were like so high & so nerdy, he totally look abnormal. -.-''
why is tampines so not safe?!
so far it's been like, the 5 guys case, the old leacher, bla bla, and finally.. STALKER. :O
on the way home we both v scared. HAHA.
Viv: I tink you better tell chakwa about it. At least someone knows what's happening to us.
Me: Serious? but i scared he'll freak out ehs. :/
just as expected. :)

thanks claire for calling to ensure i reached home. :D
hear ur voice & i feel secure already. hehe.
meipeng, tmr come lehhs! :D

PICTURES:

attempt of self timer. :o

"HARDCORE STUDYING."

"HARDCORE MUGGER."

that's about the amount of food leftover. :/

we look like we chao jia or smth. HAHA.

viv viv! :D

camwhoreeeee.

"CHAKWA I NOT TAKING YOU LA! I TAKING THE SKY! SHOO!"

tryna squeeze thru the pillars. LOL.

SHORTTTT. :B

act cuteee! :P

"NO! I DON DO JUMP SHOTS!"

Viv, nice pose. LOL.

emo emo. :x

i should stop relying on you, it's making me weak.

UPDATE - TO DO LIST.

2009-09-11T00:50:00.004+08:00

TO DO LIST :
(asap)
1. CLAIRE'S PRESSIE (big proj lol)
2. RAE'S PRESSIE
3. LENZE PRESSIE
4. BUY CHI ELECTRIC DICTIONARY
5. HOLS HW
6. BUY _________ FOR *SECRET*
7. ZIPPER DRESS! :B

hehe. off to bed. this is random.

UPDATE - TURNED ON?

2009-09-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! :D

went out at about 2pm to Ehub with chakwa. :)
caught "Aliens in the Attic", quite cute la.
salted popcorn is loved. :D
went to walk walk abit,
& the new cubic looking arcade game gt Bigbang's songs ehs! AHAHA.
Bigbang finally made it into SG's market. yippeee.

we ate dinner with my family.
at first quite awkward. lol lol. :x
den after tat sent my bro home & we went to make mama's specs.
roger, we saw u cycling to ur ahma's house! :P
at the optical shop the atmosphere was so much better la!
mama ended up choosing the red puma specs.
went R lvl to slack for awhile. lol.
ran into viv & yvonne. LOL. i keep seeing viv everywhere siahs!
after tat da bao & went home.
den realised chakwa left his wallet & nebo thingy with me,
so daddy drove down again to return him. hahahs.
he look so emo. :x

tomorrow movie session with Viv! :D
the traveller's wife & study at airport!
hopefully we dont tiok h1n1. lol.
after tat gonna go shop for picnic stuff with chakwa for sat.

good news for Genee International Ballet compt,
cause SG's Min Yi Kwok made it to the finals! :D
as well as 1 from JP & the rest from Aust. hmmm..
excited to watch. :D

currently eating KOKA's tomyam instant noodle. :B
imma happy girl. hahas.

PICTURES:
(i just realised most of the pics are on him)

act shy! HAHA.

i'm helping chakwa to zilian. LOL.

I HEART MIRRORS. :D

the scars you left me vanished, so don't come knocking again.

UPDATE - I NID TO STUDYYY.

2009-09-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE PLEASE PIN MY HEAD DOWN INTO THE AMATHS BOOKS!
gahhh. i can't focus. i ended up blog hopping, and texting.
like.. do 1 Q-give up-blog hop x2-check hp-blog hop-do 1 Q.
i shldn't be doing this for whoever's sake.

OHHH. AND SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY IS ARND THE CORNERRR.
i finally have an idea wad to give her.
and i was tinking abt hw to spell her full name. hmm :/
Qian yue or chian yue? or both wrong? HAHA. oh spare me.

OKOKOK. IRIS TAN YOU NEED TO STUDY. LIKE WTH ARE YOU DOING?!
GET YOUR EYES BACK ONTO THE A MATHS BOOK!!
tskkkkk.

i hear my mind's little protest.
"facebookfacebookfacebook!"
shhhhh!

UPDATE - FATE'S CRUELTY FINALLY SANK IN.

2009-09-09T11:45:00.002+08:00

there's a reason y i haven't been posting!
because dumb dumb blogger, although celebrating it's bdae,
don't show the tool box and i cant add colours to my text. DAMMIT.

my phone is officially at the repair center.
and yst i gt scolded for exploding my phone bill. x.x
sian siahs.

went back for remedial on monday.
reach sch too early nt a single soul arnd.
i wanted to walk to on the hall way lights, den i tot i saw a tan tan guy infront.
so i tot it was daniel, and i shouted out to him.
budden when i on the light, not a single person arnd. -.-''
speaking about 7th month... lol.
went off with belinda to 7-11 & bought all sort of snacks.
reached sch late, and survived thru e maths.
realli didn't want to go for chi remedial,
so we all went to claire's house to take her jian bao. HAHA.
max drove me nuts & i hid behind the staircase exit door.
said hi to max thru the door's window. HAHA.
dogs are scarehhhh.
slowly went back to sch, and liu miao xiang was extremely unhappy.
but i least i handed up my chi file right. -.-
went for chem remedial, which was the most fruitful.
claire & belinda mass Iphone session. HAHA.
eavesdrop on pb, zy & joel's convo. Bingxin ah... WHOO. HAHA!
after all remedials went off to PP & ate mos burger.
Thefaceshop was playing bigbang's songs u noe! OMG. HEARTS TO BIGBANG!
cabbed with belinda, huishan & huimin. claire solo cab siahhs.
went to chakwa's house, and watch the dinosaur show. lolll.
after tat went off to macs to study, and ended up at the stadium for HTH tok. :x

yst went out with claire! :D
so long nv go out with girlfriends le. yayee.
went singpost to eat sashimi. HAHA. claire totally grossed out by my salmons.
after tat headed down to bugis street.
wanted to buy my zipper dress but in the end nv. :/
decided to watch G-force.
cause we both nv bring jacket.
den when we push open the cinema door this gust of wind blew out,
den inside totally pitch black so v creepy, we both jump out.
asked the ticket uncle to help, but he just keep saying " go in go in!"
realised y it's so dark is cause gt a pillar blocking the screen. -.-
stumbled along the stairs, claire stepped on my feet for.. 3 times? HAHA.
G-force was cuteee, quite meaningful oso.
just tat there was a part where the trained ka zuas came out on a mission,
and dear claire tried so hard nt to freak out. hahaha.
We shared drink, den i wanted to drink tat time got 1 tall straw & 1 short straw.
so claire went "the tall one is..." and i normal reaction went to drink the short straw.
den she went speechless, and was like "the tall one is yours!!!"
i normal reaction again, went to drink the tall straw oso.
den nw both straw gt my saliva. HAHAH. damn funny.
claire saliva conscious until she had to turn the straw arnd. lol.
after movie met up with chakwa, went walk walk for abit & sent claire up the bus.
i bought my lipsmacker! HAHAH. raspberry flavour, yum.
iluma is.. cool. lol. entered a pub without being suspected of underage.
i'm sucha pro. HAHAH.
went foodcourt to eat. :) den went to buy mama's pressie.
after tat go tm and i bought my dinner.
reached home and tiok scolded abt phone bill. sianz.
dar, good luck for exam! tmr can rest le. hahas.

i'm suppose to be studying now but i shall slack for awhile more.
just msn with frazer er er! :D
glad to noe tat he's doing fine.
today is his 1st day of sch, he say no chiobu & shuaige. LOL. sadded.
& er er got good news worhhhs. :P hehe.
miss you tons man! faster come back, i wan pull ur fringe longer! HAHA.
and me & claire will cut bangs when u're back. :)

oh ya, viv, i watched threads of destiny on9!
quite nice but i still koizora the best. lol. :)

PICTURES:

slacking at the canteen after emaths remedial. :P

at lucky station with deskmatie! :D

the whole bunch of ponner. HAHA.

notti boy tat made me emu. but this pic he v cute right! HAHA. claire says no. lol.

yst with claire. :)

in the cab, camwhore! hahas.

spot the diff. HAHA.

i tink they look alike! HAHA.

i miss frazer er er! D:

如果命中注定的人是你的话这段恋情即使宣告结束我们还是会相遇.

UPDATE - YOU DON'T GET MY "NVM".

2009-09-05T10:24:00.003+08:00

my phone spoilt!! :DDDD
hahahs, like finally.
can buy new phone! lol lol.
considering LG GD900, love the transparent keypad.
budden quite expensive ehs. hmmm :/

thurs went home with meipeng,
den go walk walk T1 & bought similar specs pin! :D
went up to R Level, and camwhore abit there.
omg, the escalator at R level is like.. extreme greenhouse heat. -.-''

fri ponned cca. HAHA.
cause i lug all my books & my exploding file of worksheets home.
hw do you expect me to go cca siahs. lol.
cabbed with huimin, belinda & claire.
thanks claire claire for holding stuff for me. :)
actually wanted to go bedok interchange eat with huimin & belinda,
but decided it's too mafan.
reached home super early.
went to nap for awhile, dunno why so tired yst.
5+pm go da bao dinner with mama cause ahma went Genting.
den went out to have dinner with paikia. :)
thanks for the drawing! HAHA. so cute. :D

today actually going escape with gav they all de. :/
budden cancelled, and i'm forced to wake up early by mama.
wad shld i do now? don feel like studying yet siahhs. urgh.
oh! & JOY, I DREAMT OF YOU YST NIGHT. HAHAH.

PICTURES:
(kept them in my phone for a few days)

R level with meipenggg. :D

told eugene "YOU LOOK SO MUCH BETTER LIKE THAT." cause i cant see ur face. :)

during geog cheng ji take pics. HAHA. wenbinnnnn!

main focus : terry's hairless legs. LOLLL. see he so paiseh.
over a ball?

guess who's this?

our specs pin. hehe.

speaking a different language.

UPDATE - I CANT LET THIS GET INTO ME.

2009-09-02T19:48:00.003+08:00

HTH tok with peapea 1st thing in the morning.
girl, look on the brighter side alright?
take it as a blessing in disguise. :)

flag raising and mr soon scared us again.
tot gt spot check siahhhs. =3
bore thru lessons.
played murderer with pb, ang ang, gavie, zhangyang, hanjie, meipeng, rongda, belinda, sharon, qien, daniel. hahahs.
miss 3ep's chalet siahhs. :/
end of the year organise one more again? no alcohol this time!
keep suaning daniel abt the vomit thingy. AHAH.
at first they dunno hw to play, buden slowly getting more & more fun.
no one guessed i was murderer at first eh.
me and zhangyang both murderers, but they onli suspect zhangyang.
so in the end zhangyang killed himself den everyone was puzzled.
STUPID PENGBOOOO! go say he suspect is me. -.-''
everytime i murderer he's the 1st to suspect me one siahhhs. tsk.

claire is a litter bug!
she drink fruit juice den anyhw litter, still give tat "nth happen" face. LOL.
made her at least kick into the drain.
den i decided to be lame.
I: how can you choke the drainnnn! u damn bad ehs!!
C: it's onli a small litter in the drain!!
I: you see u choke the drain! the drain cry le la!
C: IT'S JUST A DRAINNNN!
damn funny, purposely make her frustrated. :D
den she saw this woman, she tot is VP so she go hide.
turns out is a cleaner. i laugh at her like siao.
SEEEEEE, GUILTY CONSCIENCE!! HAHAHS.
she litter so she afraid of cleaner. lol lol.
kept laughing at her until she scream into my ears. :P
poor me, laugh until i cry, hahahs.
went back class and belinda go write on the board ..
"CLAIRE CHOKE THE DRAIN!"

after sch skipped geog remedial, went for Chem spa retest. :/
the experiment went well, but the calculations i v unsure. lol.
I LOVE MY CALCULATOR! :D hehe.
did the drip by drip thingy, den the cher say my 2nd drop cannot be hanging down there. -.-
tried to help pengbo, budden he damn funny.
people's answer about 2% is correct one, his one 200%. -.-
den he add P when he suppose to add Q, so from the start of his experiment the thingy is pink le.
buey tahan siahhhs! HAHHAA.
den the experimental error i told him is cause the room temp might nt be 24dm^3.
budden he wrote "THE EXPERIMENT WAS HELD IN ROOM TEMPERATURE."
he went siao after the test. hahahs.

went off with claire, rongda, belinda, meipeng, huimin.
HTH tok with claire. ahahs.
and yaye, i love CARAMEL COOKIE bubbletea. :D
all of them go take cab but me and meipeng slowly mrt home. :)
HTH tok with meipeng! so long nv hth le siahhs. hahas.
went T1 walk walk abit, bought cute specs pins. hehe.
met up with paikia! HAHAH.
slacker pon poa. :P went to study abit den slack & go home.
silly boy go take wrong bus. tsktsk.

belinda called me thrice.
1st time - abt hist proj.
2nd time - abt hist proj.
3rd time - fri gt cca.
hahahs, my phone rang thrice in less than 10 mins siahhs!
cute la u.
we decided to not chiong hist proj by tmr. lol.
but i'm gonna do it nw anyway. :/

this sat excursion to escape!
don feel like taking any scarehhh rides.
see how barhs, maybe ponning ballet also.
sorry pangseh paikia. :/
viv come along this sat! :D

how it hurts to know maybe i don't deserve this bliss.

UPDATE - GAVIE IS BACKKK.

2009-08-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TCHERS' DAY TO ALL TCHERS! :D

ponned aces day event & FRC today :P
fake fake go act like a performer den go grand audi slack.
claire helped gav draw eyeliner. hahahs.
he look so damn much better with no specs & eyeliner. :D
so shuai can! HAHAHA. MY KOR! :D
went backstage, while waiting camwhored alot.
when finally Teachers' day cele starts we left Pb, Zhangyang, Gavril & Hanjie,
went 2nd floor grand audi to watch the perf.

this year's perf is like so damn much better!
firstly because 3ep got 4 dudes performing! :D
2ndly 3it perf suju's sorry sorry which is so damn loved.
3rdly there was Gee perf by 3ly which was kinda cute.
4thly 3jt perf is like the best finale ever la! esp the part where they had to spam all the chi tchers' names. hahahs. cute!
5thly Mr Tay's perf was so charming! serenade siahhhs!
screamed my head off along with claire & belinda. :)
happiest Tcher's day! :D

Gavril, Pengbo, ZhangYang & Hanjie,
you all did a very good job alright!
3EP cheered with our whole heart for you all,
so don feel so down!
JING TIAN YOU SHUAI DAO ORHHS! :D

went to singpost KFC for lunch.
didnt eat much of cheesefries & i onli ate the chicken meat in my burger.
I'M GUAI OKAYYS! :D
zhangyang they all came over & kope until like buffet like tat. hahahs.

went home to bathe first,
den met up with raerae to go tnps.
nt much ppl we saw.
except Jiexin, serene, roger, hongshen, julian, zulhilmi, beeyan, yitong etc.
jolin chen never come backkk! tskkk.
went off with chakwa first,
den met up with raerae again to go buy bubble tea. hehe.
thanks girl for waiting with me, & i'll rmb to buy ur bdae pressie!
sorry i forgt ur bdae, sorry sorry sorry! :(
went home and go down again with mama to take smth.
watch someone play bball from the 13th floor. HAHA.

PICTURES:

MR. GOTHIC. :D

kor & mei loved. hahahs.

camwhoreeee! :D

pengbo's specs reflect. HAHA.

Zhangyang look charming right!

me & michhhh. miss you girl!

oh, so short! HAHA.

claireeeee!

practising backstage. :)

me & hanjie. :)

emo goth punk. :)

act cute goth punk . HAHAHA.

i seriously think gavie damnnnn smexy. ohmygawd. HAHA.

L CHANGE THE WORLD, NOT.

MR. DEEJAY! :D

mich extra! HAHAH.

went back tnps, left to right : rog, ???, jiexin, rachel, serene, ???. lol.

richie & qien say i look like fann wong in this pic! :O

for hurting you again & again, sorry.

UPDATE - LOVE DRUNK.

2009-08-29T19:31:00.004+08:00

after ballet met up with yiyi and went T1 to eat.
chakwa came and my yiyi say he look guai. LOL.
where have siahh! so notti can!

went arcade to play for awhile.
den go to whitesands Mac to find claire. :)
studied... er.. hahahs. lol.
play for awhile, den went home le.

my head's spinning. lol.
and i feel so feverish. urghh.

PICTURES:

he look shuaier with half a face. HAHA!

shadowed. :)

i hate tat kitkat. tskkk.

whose head is bigger? HAHA. they look alike!

3 yrs oldddd. :P

holy claire. LOL. spot 2 extra ppl behind!

niceeee effect.

at subway mirror. :)

next day went study with him. lol.

doodles on my notebook. lol.

he draw oneeee, lol.

'cause loving you weakens me.

UPDATE - BATTLEFIELD

2009-08-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

today was chaotic.
went to sch with so many things in my hands.
my shoes, presents, blazzer, wrapper, bla bla bla.
belinda text me "i look like a clown". me too! :x
didn't even have hands to do the i-fin thingy can.

Mr soon spent eng lessons telling us abt his life.
i tink he's lived his life to the fullest.
the coolest part is his students were his seniors. :O
gav was damn enthu to guess his age. muahahas.

yst ting xie i tried cheating.
den gav keep giving me tat "HAHAHA. DON TINK I DONT KNOW" kinda look.
i gave up cheating & onli wrote 5 out of 30 words. lol.
gg le larhs.

today missed chem spa test. :/
i'm stressed abt the retest on next wed.
cause onli 3 ppl retesting den we all 3 all dunno hw to calculate the mole thingy de.
die le larhs. aishh.
havent been passing my spa since they started on chem calculation. shyt.

left class at 1pm.
went LT2 and had last min preparations.
was worried abt the places for the props & where to change.
but i'm glad everything went smooth for Installation. Hehe.
i was like trembling when i went on stage to take my cert larhs.
still have to stand there & take pic, i nearly freaked out can.
changed in the super squeezy & dusty backstage room.
brought a diff pairs of heels and i look so... different. LOL.
lucky nv tiok scolded. :D
alot of pics in xiwen's camera.
the skit went very well, since the audience had a great laugh.
belinda's sound effect, IMBA! hahaha.
after everything ended, went out for refreshments & chat abit.
sorry Pb, Zhangyang, Gavril & Hanjie tat i didn't go attend u all de rehearsal.
do a great job on mon okays! :D
heard tat 3IT dancing sorry sorry. yayee.

after sch uncle fetched me home.
den we all went Tamp Safra Sakura to celebrate ahma's bdae. :D
the actual day is tmr but yeahhh.
toked abt Genting, and mama let me go siahh!
damnn shock. but the adults all wan go casino den they say no one to pei me over there.
argued tat i can spend quality by myself since i need to sort out some thoughts.
but they bla bla bla den aiya, forget it. don go le. lol.
3ep, class tour at the end of year okayys! :D HAHA.
i damnnn full now. :)
kept coughing, alot of ppl see me siam. -.-''
I NO H1N1 CANN. LOL.

NOTE TO SELF :
MA HAO MING OWE ME 4.75 BUCKS! hahaha.

PICTURES:

yst Huishan on grand piano. :)

pb, me, pea & taiquan all in blazzers without tie. :)

me & belinda tryna fake candid. LOL.

the interact club birthday cake. :)

at sakura, me and my daddy.

ah ma & uncle. :)

me & mama.

me & mama. :D

facing you everyday is like a battlefield to me.

UPDATE - I MISS U SO BAD IT HURTS.

2009-08-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

it's like giving me a bite of the candy, and taking it away immediately.

today's the best day of the week.
i meant by the hours of lessons is the shortest today! :D
i miss s1 times where we always end at 1.45pm. aish.

reached sch with totally no voice and everyone suan me. -.-
especially HANJIE! TSKKK. imitate me.
belinda came & fake fake no voice oso cause she don feel like toking.
so when i tok to her damn xin ku, we both sign languaging. lol.
huishan is the loud speaker of the day, helping me to pass messages arnd.
my deskmate lipread me the best! :D
once again, thanks Mr soon for your understanding. :)

quite slack today.
Mr soon wasn't here for eng but was here for RD,
creative arts is like "Play the comp session".
totally slacky today, love it. :D

went sick bay with belinda after she fell down like hw i did yst.
did i just start a trend of "FALLING OFF EDGES"?
hahahs. she use the 1st aid kit stuff like it's her house's one like tat.
funny siahs. mass wrapping on her ankle.
when we went back for chi lesson, i don even have time to do zuo wen le.
OH SHYT! I'M SUPPOSE TO HAND UP TMR BUT I'M STILL STUDYING GEOG!
WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH. URGHHHHH.

everyone's tempting me today.
putting cold drinks in front of me, & oily food oso!
tSKKKK. hahhas.
claire & belinda beat me everytime i drink cold drink. TT
they say they're acting under chakwa. LOLLL.
poor me. HAHA.

went to PP after sch.
begged chakwa & claire to let me drink KOI.
went Mosburger for lunch. :D
the VJ guys inside not bad. HAHA. jkjk.
wanted to go shop for pressies one, but belinda suggested tmr den shop. :/
went to KOI and i drank the SMALLEST cup okays.
i'm sucha good girl. :D
cabbed home with belinda.
the cabbie drive until a bit reckless so i'm like dying to alight the cab.
ended up alighting early cause i realli felt like i'm gonna be in a car crash. lol.

went down with mama to do some shopping. :)
i refilled my cream mask! YAYEE.
& i bought new blusher. super love the colour. muahahs.

finally got to see him :DDD
chat chat abit downstairs den my daddy drove us to his house.
so awkward but he & my daddy damn funny.
both so polite to each other. HAHA.
but but daddy kinda came down a bittt fast ah. :P
& i finally saw chakwa in specs. hahahs. cute ehhs. :)
when i reached home mama was like...
" i told your papa don go down so early let u all tok a bit more le!
but he say chakwa haven eat dinner so shld go home asap. aiyoooo.. "
HAHAHAH. i find my parents so damn cute.
wanted to tok longer de. ://
tmr to sat most probably all cant see him. :(
gonna break record le barhs. aishh. lol.

but i'm a contented girl! HAHA.

finally called raerae, and she wanted me to go DHS to share cab with her & melissa!
so mafannnn. i might as well go tnps first. :)

i miss you so bad it hurts.

UPDATE - I HATE THIS ME.

2009-08-25T19:56:00.004+08:00

woke up with an uber bad sore throat.
urghhh.. shld have cut down on the chips. :P
Thanks Mr soon for being so understanding. ^^

morning "TAP OF WAR" session with qien, huishan & ang ang.
HAHA. & i pwn qien in air hockey againnn! :D
finally collected my name tag. :D
i'm sick of the Bubble Up drink le.
taste extremely nasty especially when u have sore throat. lol.
uhh.. coffee didnt work for me today, i kept dozing off.
&& the boy's toilet stink until i nearly vomitted in class cause i tot of the smell.
WHAT DID U ALL DO TO THE TOILET SIAHH!

had rehearsal again.
trying of blazers becomes guzheng session.
Pb saw me playin guzheng & then he was like "HUH?! NI HUI TAN GUZHENG?!"
taiquan oso tot i noe hw to play. LOL.
belinda is the real person tat noes hw to play can.
pro siahs. hahahs.
went back to LT2 & played piano.
i forgt some of my River flows in you score! tskk.
Pb again come and "EHHH! NI HUI TAN ORHS?!"
lollls. do i look so useless to u? HAHA. i noe alot of things can!!

5 steps to suan Pb :
1. YOU NEVER WASH YOUR UNIFORM!!
2. YOU NEVER DRY YOUR UNIFORM!!
3. YOU NEVER IRON YOUR UNIFORM!!
4. YOU LOOK EVEN OLDER TODAY!!
5. YOUR HAIR CUI SIAHS!!
hahahhas. damn guan yong. :D
from a girl tat know him for 3 years. HAHA.

thanks joel for the koping of pancake & potato. :D
rehearsal was fun especially with belinda's sound effect.
Claire & rongda came in to watch us.
thanks claire for hugging me when i was freezing to death. :D
rongda attempted to scare me & succeeded for onli once.
he go hide behind the stage curtains and went "iris~~~~~~~~"
WTH LA, freaked out. HAHAHA.

thanks Pb, claire & Belinda for your advices & opinions. :)
had mood for bus 31 cause i needed to think things through.
but nth is sorted out, i guess i'll just take things as they come.
i suddenly hate myself for being so... insensible. :/
sorry is cheap, but i don't know how to make up to you anymore.

took bus with Qianyun & thanks! :D
rae rae text me to ask if i'm gonna go back to tnps.
yayeee! can see u all le! miss u all like omg siahhs. HAHA.

twisted my ankle for abit today.
the "365 DAYS BALANCING ON EDGES MISSION" has been going on for 8 months,
and this is the 1st time i fell off the edge. uhh.. lol.
medical patch all over my ankle now.
& NOO! I'M NT GOING TO CHI DOCTOR.
don even tink about it notti chakwa. :P

this saturday my ahma's birthday! MUAHAH.
sakura feast. yaye yaye yaye.
i miss my sashimi! :D
richie are u jealous? HAHA.
nw i nid to go buy POP pressie, Lense pressie & ahma's pressie.
the best thing is i'm BROKE. uhhh.

&& cedric, so paiseh.
i gt rmb i nid to call u back,
but i don like calling ppl's house cause i dunno who will pick up.
so hehe, i'm gonna break my promise again.
sorry!! :P

PICTURES:

taiquan wanted me to take a pic of him in blazzer. HAHA. make him look fatter horhs. :P

belinda took a shot of joel daydreaming. :)

my late realisation of the pain i already caused on you hurts me more than anything.
yes, i admit. i'm falling deeper & deeper.

UPDATE - OUT OUT OUT.

2009-08-24T22:38:00.005+08:00

monday blues! :(
woke up and i couldn't stand straight cause i was dizzy.
lack of sleep i suppose. x.x

went sch & the atmosphere was so weird.
3ep was like damn quiet! LOL.
den when eugene finally reach start getting noisy le.
everyone felt the weird atmosphere.
euegen step in & he asked me "wad's with the class?".

had free period today. :D
me and Qien mass TAP OF WAR on I-phone.
press until hand damn pain cannn! haha! but damn fun!
den we play tic-tac-toe which i nv win until he finally fang shui.
plus his fang shui is tat kind damn obvious one. :x look down on meee.
played this balancing block game oso.
we both went siao over falling blocks. qien damn pro la! HAHA.
air hockey was fun toooo! qien keep own goal, muahahs.

chi cher nv come den Xin Lao shi came & told us wad to do.
she oso talked abt hw LMX was invited to our sch bla bla bla.
uhh.. i wonder whether i'll ever appreciate LMX in the future. o.o

Mr soon keep calling me rectina!! lol.
& mr tay saw the Thoughts of the week on the white board.
belinda go write " WHY IS IRIS DUMB?"
den Mr tay went arnd asking ppl tat Q. tskkk. HAHA.

Gave Fraser a farewell card. :/
3 yrs later den can see him ehhhs.
so sad, i oso dunno why.
don be so notti down there, and must come back see us k!
&& go find some chiobu ang moh la! HAHA.

assembly was on contemporary dance which i hardly understand.
almost tiok sabo-ed to go up stage. phew~~
i'll kill u all if i end up there. tskkk. HAHA.
fraser tiok sabo-ed, but in the end they decided nt to have solo volunteers.

after assembly cabbed home with belinda.
& i'm broke like omgggg. It's the 2nd day of the week onli!!
went bball court to find him & i didn't noe wad to do so i went thru my inbox.
hahahs. den text claire. be honoured!! 1st person to come into my mind. :D
slack abit den go home le.

still dizzy nw so i nid to catch some slp before i realli faint.
my feet hurt from the blisters on sun. ouchhhh.
tmr gt rehearsal for installation, AGAIN!! tsk.

i'd be better off if you would disappear, cause it hurts too much everytime i see you.

UPDATE - I CAN DIE MISSING YOU.

2009-08-23T18:59:00.003+08:00

yesterday went back to sch for rehearsal.
everything kinda almost done but lack the sound effects.
mdm yati gonna do live sound effects, damnnn cute. :)
overslept & was late to meet him. sorry!! :x
ate mosburger, den went to the interactive room to play.
damn cool ehs, got Cartoon Network playing on the tv inside. :D
i'm young at heart okayys! XD
had fun spinning at the open area. lols.
went to watch "The Proposal".
it's damn funny la, alot of obscene parts.
buey tahan the stripper. ewwwww. HAHA.

today had the "RACE FOR THE CANCER PATIENTS".
when they first saw me they were like...
"Iris, u don even look like u gonna run la! slacker!"
den when they saw huimin they were like...
" WA, I TOT IRIS LOOKED SLACKED ENUFF. HUIMIN LOOK EVEN SLACKER! HAHA!"
she wore bangles & look like she's going parteh instead. so cute. :)
had lots of fun. hehe. & camwhoree!!
didn't run much, but thx rongda for walking so fast with me.
Ted was very very very fastttt!!
got St Patrick, AHS, VJ, & army ppl running oso.
few small doggies were there, uber cute i tell u.
nearly scream when one walk pass me silently. lolll.
after run went off to Katong Mall for karoke session! :D
damnn high today.
Zhangyang they all shock i finally sang. LOLL.
Meipeng can sing v well siahhs! :)
Binbin & Szuyuan oso sang!
surprisingly Pb nt high at all today. :O
Gav went siao at all the Linkin park songs. HAHAHA.
thx Mr. BHB (claire's bro) for sending me & mp to mrt. :)
thx meipeng for waiting with me for him! :D
went esprit and shop shop with meipeng.
Me : I bet with you, chakwa sure carrying one backpack, & gong gong one.
Mp : HAHAHA! EH REALLI EHHH!
chakwa's shoes were too big for me. x.x
&& i nid new sneakers larhhs. urghh.
went home to bathe while he wait for me at the void deck.
stupid bro go hog the toilet so i had to bath in the other toilet. TT
wore my jeans suspenders. (it's nt a baby suite okayyys!)
went to study at starbucks. GUAI RIGHTT.
i study chem until pg12. yayee. 8 more pages to go.
& i finally understand chem calculations le. phew~~
walk walk about den go home le. :)

PICTURES :

qien emo-ing. :/

qien teaching claire hw to emo. LOL.

me & belinda. my shoelaces v striking horhhs!

Iris heart Claire. :D

anti climax : i like my legs. HAHA.

before the run.

belinda & huimin acting shocked? HAHA.

buey tahan siahs, enthu kias. :)

they all go fake fake cut in & run with them. HAHAHA!

claire crop my face out cause she say she don look good in this pic. LOL.
how come everyone keep saying i look like i gt put eyeliner? I nv siahhs.

me & my binbin! :D so cute righttttttttt.

claire poorthing la, ang ang don wan her. HAHA.

taking reflections of me mp & huishan! :D

me and huishan in ktv. :D deskmate is loveddd.

may i noe wad's with claire? LOL.

overview shot. v squeezy but cosy! :D

zhangyang, hanjie, wenbin. :)

back views. :)

today at starbucks. HAHA. i drew the boy, chakwa drew the girl. who's drawing better? :P

yst. poorthing, can't come into interactive room with food. HAHA.

so cuteee. :P

today at starbucks. hehe.

you're a temptation i can't resist.

UPDATE - 或许我仍然害怕他会像你一样, 突然消失.

2009-08-21T20:36:00.004+08:00

i drank coffee but it didn't really kept me awake today! :/
&& claire nosebleed twice. u see ahem too cute so u nosebleed righttt! HAHA.

pea signed up for the south korea geog trip ehh!
when i first heard mrs long tok abt it i was like "OHMYGODDDDDD!!" ahahas.
realli wanna go, but i wonder how fun can it be when it's all abt geog. :/
still considering. i hate making decisions.

ss test tiok postponed and Mr Tay just hinted tat the Q will no longer be on IRA.
the cancer run is on sunday!
seriously don feel like going.
the speaker say if got flu pre 48 hrs, den don go for the race.
den i'm like "good! later i go get drench in rain. today + tmr = 48 hrs. den sun no nid run le!"
smart righttt. :D

pao mian crazy today. hahahs.
maybe cause i watched Belinda they all eat i oso wan.
&& they eat marshmallow as if it doesn't taste sweet at all. my gosh.
laughed at huimin's zilian way. LOL.
and they came up with this super lame joke on the pink panter.
HAHAHAH.

went off to meet him and go his house so he can bathe.
chakwa's mama oso like dramas! HAHAHA. pi zi ying xiong. lol!!
went T1 & go eat. i saw mama's fave chendol! :D
his fren came to join us cause he lock his keys at home so he cant enter.
cute right! reminds me of my s1 locker incident. lao kui siahhs. LOL.
tmr my turn to be punished. boohoo! HAHAH.

frazer leaving SG after mon! :((((
we'll miss you k!
i'll miss your weird fringe. LOL.
and ur never ending "bangs nicer!" :/
must stay in contact horhhs!

i just heard wonder girls' TELL ME on chnnl U.
muahahahs.

i'm suppose to be doing hw! OPSY!
tmr morning gt interact club. sian siahs.
&& sun gt race of cancer patients.
stop burning my weekends. TT
crap luhhhh.

或许我仍然害怕他会像你一样, 突然消失.

UPDATE - I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH IT SHOWS.

2009-08-20T18:53:00.004+08:00

i'm currently doing facial! :D
note to self : refill cream mask.

havent been updating recently cause kinda busy. :x

anyway, i laughed the most today. :)
because of MA PENGBO.
during phy spa we were doing the light experiment.
he turn on his torch light, and started measuring the height of the shadow.
den suddenly the light go off.
Pb : why my light will go off one ah? ownself off ah? but have to push the button to off ehs!
Me : I tot i saw u offing it? is u ownself off one la.. -.-
Pb : no lehhhs. omg, 7th month lehhhs. :x
( back to measuring shadow. 5 mins later, torch off again. )
Pb : !!!! you see! it offed by itself again!!
Me : er... serious ehs. hw come ah? o.o ( abit chua tiok )
Pb : I nv do any guilty things lehhhs. :/
Pb was like damn scared la, keep saying 7th month. HAHA.
and he was thinking tat i'm the one who offed his torch.
in the end, i saw a long ruler from behind stretching out to pb's torch & pushing the button.
the person with the long ruler? GAVRIL HING.
hahahhas! stupid pb gt xia dao by gavril. lol lol.
i laugh until damn loud den claire & ang ang were like "y u so happy today?" :D
gavril notti la. hahahs.

ehist test & i tink i gg on the essay part.
uh.. wadeva la.
den chi test i gg at the zao ju & tian xie han zi part. oh shyt.

went to support the badminton interclass for awhile.
Huishan, xin ku ni le!
Ang ang, good game!
great job to all & sorry i didn't stay for the whole thing! :x

went to meet him.
while waiting i went Guardian & saw this plaster tat heals blisters.
thought of huishan! hahahs!
shan, tonight go soak ur feet in warm water k! :)
hide & seek with chakwa again.
i tink i'm kinda blind cause i failed to spot him for 2 times. :(
went Mosburger, and i ate my beloved hot dog. aww, missed hotdog so muchhh!
went Popular & went siao over assbk & childcare. LOLLL.
den go Toys R Us, chakwa is officially 3 YRS OLD! :D
hehehe. thx dar for spending 1 hr with me. sorry u had to rush back for ur bball. :/
& THE LETTER VERY CUTEEE. HEHE.

i finally brought zuo ye & o lvl prac home.
gonna do hw today. imma good girl. :)

PICTURES :

me & qien! dimples-people! :D

the pic of me under claire's plastic! :D i know u love meee.

too much it shows.

UPDATE - TRAUMATIZED BY BLOOD.

2009-08-17T20:03:00.007+08:00

monday blues but today's nt as bad as the past mondays.
reach sch with my new hairstyle and most of them say nt much diff. :O
richie was toking abt his sister.
R: wa lao, u noe my sister damn f up. i give her digi cam to take pic for me for cosplay, den in the end all the pictures in her phone siahs! she like got parkinson disease like tat, all the pictures blur one! the best thing is, the picture i like most is video-ed. -.- wa lao!!
DAMN CUTE RIGHT. HAHAHS. PARKINSON DISEASE! LOL.
the guys mass Kamen rider session. buey tahan.

ang ang left his mug under his desk den dunno y his mug drop on the floor & crack.
den belinda go take the cracked handle and play.
in the end she had a deep cut on her index finger.
her palm collected a puddle of blood and it started seeping thru. like wth.
NEW DISCOVERY : I AM AFRAID OF BLOOD.
i didn't noe it siahs. but when i saw the blood i turn jelly and almost cried.
freaked out so much i shivered. urghhhh. gross gross gross.
sorry belinda for asking u to stay away cause i was realli freaked out.
like tat much blood oozing out i realli.. omg. lols.
i can't be in the medical carreer.
hope ur finger is alright!

suddenly pop out some SEXUALITY TALK. -.-''
and the sex diseases are so gross.
like right after i freak out due to blood i get freaked out by the gross pics.
and they taught us how to use condoms. LOL.
the video clips kinda cute.
the speaker sounds like zoe + ms adri! hahahs.

had student's investiture, and the red carpet is cool.
but our sch so budget, need ppl throw confetti and balloons. -.-
grats to Michelle for becoming band major. :D
grats to Daniel for becoming vice chairperson of scouts. :)

SUPER MASSIVE TURN OFF DAY. HAHAHS.
claire u know wad i'm toking abt ehs. lol lol.
seriously!! HAHAH.

went to eat with viv & claire.
so long nv spend time with viv le. hahas.
HTH tok and we realised time realli flies. aish. :/

I WANNA WATCH ORPHAN & THE PROPOSAL!

hope tmr gt no geog remedial.
even if have i oso will pon. hahahs.
who call someone to be sick. :x

reminder to self : wash hammy's cage.

PICTURES:

Richieee. :D

impossible to hang in there without you.

UPDATE - DEEP

2009-08-16T00:46:00.005+08:00

soooo long never dance siahhs!
& i finally saw simhwee. :D
i was grumbling abt the stiffness.
but oct gonna go back full swing. good & bad news. :/
the new tcher is still teaching weird moves,
but her stretching methods are the coolest i've seen so far.
congrats to simhwee for good ballet results. :)
next exam gonna do 4 solo dances le.
we were thinking abt colours of leotards to choose.
pink? HAHA. or maybe we'll go for the striking colours again.

after ballet went food court to eat.
HAD A HIDE-AND-SEEK SESSION WITH CHAKWA. :P
he damnnnn funny i tell u, keep on nv look this way one.
my daddy opposite him when he buying drinks,
den my daddy came back saying "he look like a good boy, but gong gong one!"
HAHA. my mom oso keep laughing at him.
he cant find me so in the end gave him big hint on where i'm sitting.
cuteeee la. :)
he came over and wave to daddy, sorry i didn't go wave to ur mummy. :/
after tat went down to B1 for groceries.
was replying his sms when i saw him and his mummy right infront. talked awhile.
chua tiok siahhs. i look so shag today den like so.. ahhhh! LOL.
mama saw his mama too. lols.
and she say they look alike, the way they smile. i agree! :D

met him before his tuition start and wandered abt. :)
he say he go pei this pri1 girl read txtbk, den end up writing the text out too. LOL.
dunno wad xiao xiong thingy. XD
went to cut hair after tat.
my hair is like so much more layered now, but i look so pixie-like.
my side fringe got shorter, looks like bangs. ://
belinda oso cut hair! HAHA.
tmr shall be the cut-hair-unite-session.
wendy's bangs + me and belinda new hair cut. :D

after his tuition met up again & went t1.
that TOPSHOP dress is 113bucks like WTH!! :(
1st time saw chakwa wear pink. :D damnnn adorable!! hahas.
the V neck one was nice but abit too low cut le.
didn't noe guys had such issues. :o HAHA.
walked abt in his new pink shirt, went to eat dinner.
sooooo long nv eat pepper lunch le siahhs! yayee. :D

i'm suppose to be sleeping now but i just chase the sleep bug away.
and i ended up eating. HAHA.
spammed soyamilk today. addicted siahhs.
tmr got interact meet up at wendy's house.
i'm worried abt her dog issue. :/
skinnies so i wont get direct contact with the dog,
or shorts so it will be more fang bian? aishh.
&& claire tmr u going for chie's cosplay nt?

dar get well soon! :/

so many thoughts running through my head.

UPDATE - U'RE DRIVING ME NUTS.

2009-08-14T23:07:00.007+08:00

recently really v drained out.
emotionally and physically.
someone tell me what's happening.

kept falling asleep in class i'm getting mad with myself.
chem makes zero sense to me.
i'm tryin so hard to hang on to phy.
a maths i'm grasping it back but... god knows when i'll lose it all again.
next week is common tests, and i'm still.. so clueless.
i hate this brain of mine.

waited in class for cca to start.
listened to Pengbo, Zhangyang, Gavril & Hanjie's singing for audition.
they were worried abt off tune. so cute.
i listen until abit stiff. LOL.
but their actual perf was good. :) clapclap.
BE HONOURED K! I FIRST TIME PRAISE U ALL! HAHA!
thanks zhangyang for sharing suju's clip with me. :)
& hanjie, stop saying sorry for no reasonnnn. tsk.
Zhengkai play violin is like.. charm to the max. hahas.
&& whoever that pianist is, your hands are so... wow. lols.
claire played cello with zhengkai & 3 more violinists for auditions.
damn nice ehs. :) great job.
think zhengkai & the pianist team will definitely get chosen. :)

had interact meeting with tchers today.
seniors gonna sing "The Climb". nice song.
and i'm so glad the draw lots got me backstage. phew.
but i have to hold signboards and walk abt. oh gosh.
sorry ppl who were waiting for me, interact club ended late so i had no choice.

went off with meipeng & huishan to mrt.
claire said too late so she didnt go, pb & joel oso. tskkk.
belinda went off to buy passing out pressies.
met chakwa there den headed down to suntec. sorry made u wait!
shuttle bus was slowwww, and we ended up walking to suntec.
swiss hotel is so high, good spot for you-know-what. HAHA.
i'm sinking into suicide thoughts again. shyt. :P
saw the countdown to SYOG 2010, alot of celebs down there. lols.
anyway, found richie outside the event room.
made him change into his costumes.
meipeng & shan asked chakwa smth & they're so secretive abt it! LOL.
richie finally came out and his belts were so ding deh.
but he looks so cute in it! :D
entered the event room and walked about.
took pics with him. (all in meipeng's phone/richie's cam)
huishan late for tuition so we rushed off.
sorry chie, and you really look good today! :)
quite a few ppl were taking pic of him. ahhas.
and this stupid "terrorist" scared me. -.-
in the end shan & peng went off first, me and chakwa ate dinner there.
after dinner took wrong mrt back.
i was wondering why i hear "Tanjong paga" O.o
today's fun la. :)
chie, hope to see you cosplaying again!

Pengbo got his Iphone like finally but he dont seem so happi afterall.
lols. but yaye, purple cover! niceeee.
faster go put cooking mama kkkkk! :D

things to do for the weekends :
- get new contact lenses checked.
- buy new pointe shoes.
- ~~cut hair.~~
- ~~buy earrings.~~
- study for all common tests.
- make new specs.
- ~~go TOPSHOP. haha.~~
- finish interact's props.
- doctor.

Pictures :

Air gear. :) richie's emo-ing. cute horhs.

i like his shirt! :D so cool ehs. hahas.

no doubt it'd be worst than his departure.

UPDATE - LOVER DEAREST.

2009-08-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

LOVER DEAREST by Marianas Trench

This place is a hole, but I don't want to go
I wish we could stay here forever alone
This time that we waste, but I still love your taste
Don't let him take my place don't just sit there
Sometimes I wish you would leave me

I'm not sick of you yet
Is that as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you

I stared for awhile and waited for words
Seen but not heard and struggle to try
My tongue's turning black, but I'll take you back
You're still the best more or less, I guess, I guess
Don't you leave me

I'm not sick of you yet
Is that as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you

It hurts me to say that it hurts me to stay
And it might be alright if you go
It hurts me to say that I want you to stay
And it might be alright if you go
So leave me

I'm not sick of you yet
Is that as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you

Sometimes I think that the bitter in you and the quitter in me
Is the bitter in you and the quitter in me
The bitter in you and the quitter in me
Is the better in you and the quitter in me
The bitter in you and the quitter in me is bigger than the both of us

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this song caught my attention because the lyrics are so.. different.
people sing on and on for the one they love to not leave.
but Josh wrote this song, for the drug he was addicted to when he was 17, to leave.
meaningful alright.

UPDATE - ALWAYS THERE.

2009-08-12T20:32:00.006+08:00

IRIS IS SUFFERING FROM NECK PAIN!
just came back from the doc.
my neck's fine, just too heaty & maybe bad sleeping position.
my mom tot i was gonna die from it. -.-

today is slack day in sch.
Creative arts & we were told tat we are gonna play comp for the rest of the course.
mass fb & bloggers. lols.
claire keep showing me this "HOW TO BE EMO",
and she started laughing like some siaokia when it's nt even funny. LOL.

Mr soon v cute today.
he said "get a facebook acc and go on9 poking people!".
he say until v cute, like fb is meant for poking ppl onli. hehehs.
reminds me of the Dota is to kill chickens. :D

from out quite a few things going on in the class.
and i'm sorry belinda, but i'm just too tired to go on anymore.
i can go on and on but if all falls on deaf ears
and you just keep on circling that prob once and again,
i really don't know what else i can do.
i suppose i told you enuff today, and i hope you'll forgive me for my frankness,
but i seriously think it's about time you put it all to an end.

gavie hing, i miss you. :/
it's like you changed.

meipeng hope you're fine.
get well soon and come to sch tmr so u can get ur phone k! :)
she was honoured tat i gt pissed with the chi cher because she confiscated her phone. LOL.
had the urge to bite tat cher la! :P

went to study with him. :)
and ended up discussing about ways to commit suicide.
in conclusion, JUMPING OFF THE BLOCK is the best way to commit suicide.
muahhahas. sucha thrill can.
guess all the HTH tok did help. :)

P.S. THERE WILL BE METEOR SHOWERS TODAY! :D
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090812/tts-space-astronomy-meteors-perseid-c1b2fc3.html

PICTURES:

hahas, so cute. :)

it feels good to come back to you after a day of unhappiness.

UPDATE - YOU MAKE ME LOSE CONTROL.

2009-08-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

me and deskmatie super sleepy today. lols.
dunno why lehs. i slept early siahs.
barely survived through first few lessons,
i stare at Mr soon and fell asleep. x.x
after recess soooo much better.
huishan hope you're feeling better & no more high temp running okays?

chem spa and i tink i pretty much screwed it up.
i really dunno what's what man.

Mr chua came our class like twice to get ppl to in-house suspension.
scare me, i tot sudden spot check. tsk.
and i got called for health checkup! -.-
too tall for age i suppose. and backbone degrees. bleahhh.
i tink my dislocation is acting up again.
my right knee keeps on aching like some stabbing motion.
great, and i miss dance...

chi cher made us write so much today!
and she started her usual lines..
" si ting, wo dui ni hen shi wang. ni bian huai le, yi qian na me guai wei shen me bian cheng zhe yang? bla bla bla.. "
ehhh, i do alot of ur hw le lo, and other than ting xie my compo and stuff all quite gd can,
u still say u disappointed in me. zzz.

xiangxi having prob pronouncing my name! HAHA.
so i taught him the richie's method " EYE WRIST ". :P
and richie's cosplay this fri!
but i got SPHERE proj event, how how how?
i wan go. :( maybe after sch den run down. hahas.
sorry chie, tat day ps u at last min. sorry!! :/

ang ang, hope you're feeling better.
sorry i couldn't help much about it.
but don look so ... aimless like.. some walking corpse.
it aches our heart to see you like tat. :(

CONGRATS TO 3EP FOR WINNING NETBALL INTER TODAY! :D
love the team spirit. hahahs.
remarkable people to praise are Meipeng, Zhangyang & Wenbin!
hope daniel's fine after tat fall. :o
3FG was good too! how was the 2nd match?

belinda say i look v buey song these few days.
never lorhs, serious ehs.
maybe i spoke a bit more serious to you but i wasn't buey song k!
i dunno y i looked buey song but i really wasn't feeling buey song.
realli realli realli. lol.
urghhh, like tat next time must smile alot more le la. :P
even ivan say i look bs today when he hit my head. x.x

went with sharon & meipeng to NTUC to spend sharon's $10 voucher.
ruffles is so tempting. :x
saw JOLIN CHEN! HAHAHA.
jo ah, u shrink alot alot siahhs! lollll.
took pic with her & queenie which turned out kinda screwed cause onli can see jo's face.
jo was like "WA LAO! YOU ALL BEND DOWN TO NOT MAKE ME LOOK SO SHORT RIGHT!"
hahhas, cute la. miss u siahs. raerae, where are u!! :/

met up with him and HTH tok. LOL.
thanks alot (L.)

i'm suppose to be doing damn zhou ji & zuo wen gai zhen.
plus eng compre "thistles" & emaths prac 2.
but i wanna sleep. :(

you make me lose control, now i can't stop myself.

UPDATE - 1 MONTH ILY.

2009-08-09T22:57:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D

and happy 1 month dar. :)
went marina square today to watch "Fighting".
err, i wonder y they rate it as NC16. o.o
1st time sneaking into NC16 movies without trouble.
left the pack of chips wanted to tempt claire later,
cause claire teo claims tat she's on DIET.
can u blieve it? HAHA.
after tat went shopping and arcade for awhile.
everywhere u see oso gt red ppl siahs. so red today.
walk passed this bridal shop den the guy wanted to ask us to take a look,
until he realised we were underage. LOLLL.
2014. :)
claire & co. finally came.
claire see us laugh until wan die. -.-'' she say we look like we're getting married.
I TOLD YOU THE DRESS CODE IS FORMALLLL. lolllls. x.x
wanted to play archery but every1 scared laokui so nvm.
went arcade play the dunk machine.
claire say "I DAMN PRO ONE CAN" and she threw 2 balls tat hit the top of the machine and rebounce into chakwa's face.
SO PRO SIAHHHS! LOL. -.-
went swensens, and claire ditch her diet plan. tskkkkk.
after dinner went pool.
claire tyco siahhs. hahas. every time her turn she'll ask the guys to turn away. LOL.
i'm so sorry u all had to end the game early. :x
saw quite a few cchms ppl.
met his fren in the bus and he kept asking us to shen wei zi. HAHA.
camwhored under the void deck, weird place but yeahh. :P
tot mama will yell but she was expecting me to reach home even later. :O

To him:

for me, i tink time flies cause it's our 1m already.
i know it's been hard on you, all the sending home and stuff eating into ur time.
for many many reasons i'm feeling very guilty.
so much apologies to make i don't know where to start.
it feels like you've been the one giving and i'm just receiving it without a word.
i'm not very good with words, verbally.
and i'm really sorry about it.
i constantly worry whether my message would get across to you.
but thank you so much for your understanding, dar.
it feels so weird when i'm with you,
like i'm trying so hard to cherish every moment's happiness.
as if you'd leave me anytime.
every day passes and i ask myself whether you'd be there for me tomorrow.
i know i ain't suppose to feel so.
insecurity always find its way to me.
but for all that you've done, thanks dar.
and for all that i didn't do, i'm so sorry.
i love you. & happy 1 month. :)

PICTURES:

formal + casual. HAHA.

yaye claire finally sent me. haha.

fave pic. :D

UPDATE - 1 DAY TO 1 MONTH.

2009-08-08T20:13:00.001+08:00

OH YESSS.
blogger is finally back to normal.
tool barrrrr i miss u!!

haven been blogging because of the stupid blogger prob. -.-
friday NDP cele nth much. :/
just our class gt caught for playing cards.
den the cher say until like v accuse daniel like tat.
i'm sure none of us felt like tat, seriously.
1st time sit 2nd floor in grand audi.
the macho qien suddenly walk until v careful, i tot wad happen siahs.
HE'S AFRAID OF HEIGHTS! LOLLL.
den terry keep disiao him abt it. hahahs.
mrs long tot ang ang & claire tgt. HAHAHA. claire wishedddd. :P
after tat went singpost eat. so long nv go le.
and sorry la, but kallang leisure realli abit bu fang bian for me marhs. :x
huimin & belinda took claire's bag and ran off.
den we tot she'll come and take her bag, but she started waving bye to us.
in the end she just board the bus and went off. :O
ai mian zi. HAHAHAH. they went aljunied to return her after tat. lol.
u noe cause i wearing class tee, den behind got my name.
this malay keep calling my name for no reason siahhs. -.-
on the way to interchange cedric saw me. lols.
den he sms me "going home? wait for me!"
i tot he sms wrong person so i heck. LOL.
in the end saw him joining the queue.
nv thank me for pei-ing u homeee! tskkk. grow TALLER la! :D
went to his house and met his parents.
didn't turn out as scareh as i tot. phewww. :P
went plaza sing to shop, den go suntec.
i nv waste food ok!! i finish all my rice for dinner!
belinda, I NEVER EAT NT CLEAN HORHHH! HAHA.

today, like for so long nv sat no nid wake up so early le!
ballet term break, so yayeee.
watch jap's horror novie GOTH.
the murder cases damn artistic cannn.
forgt abt the time and was late, sorry!
walked to pasir ris park with him.
super alot of dogs, max, u make me traumatised!! :x
camwhore with guys abit weird so ended up taking v lil pics. hehe.
thanks, and sorry for making u walk so far in those shoes!! :/

mama gave me an increment in pocket money. muahahs.
HUNDRED BUCKS FOR A WEEK. yayeee.
i was smsing claire abt it, so damn happy den suddenly i was like...
"OH SHYT. I LEFT MY WALLET WITH CHAKWA!"
x.x and he saw my unglam sch pics. ohmygod. i don wan live le la.
and my ezlink oso. AHHHHHHHH.
note to self : remove all those pics from ur wallet.

gt sleepover tmr.
dunno shld go not lehhhs.
but claire not staying over.. hmm.
but i tink if can sleepover will be fun siahs.
hard to decide. plus i don tink mama will allow. :/

PICTURES:

archery! HAHA. cool siahs.

suntec fountain. :)

look like lil boy emoing righttt!

today at pasir ris park. HAHA.

CLAIRE:
(was video calling her just nw. hahas.)

before : CHIOBU!

after : her pj. i shall keep her unglam pics for black mailing. HEHEHE.

i love you like never before.

UPDATE - HEARTS ALL OVER.

2009-08-05T18:22:00.005+08:00

dunno wad's happening in sch today. x.x
early in the morning i kept sleeping.
rongda still abit blur blur one.
we're all very worried rongda! :X
belinda, i'm so sorry i didnt want to go for the street sales thingy at first.
budden abit sian ehhs. hahahs.
next next thurs. :3
but lucky got u meipeng & shan la. hahas.
gonna support claire during her street sales oso.
dunno y end up belinda started emo-ing oso.
don make us worried lehhs! scare me ehs.
felt so lost during the free period. :x
spammed kpop dance vid with zhangyang. HAHA.
suju & dbsk rocks la can.
eng essay test was hard alright.
thing i wont score so high anymore. :(
mr soon wide eyed at me when i yawned. LOLLLL.
phy test.. gg! :xxxx

meipeng ah, so sorry!!
i didnt noe will get u into trouble.
next time i wont shout to u from across the class le k. sorry.
and ms Tan damn cute,
tok 1 to 1 with me to call me to sit properly.
she say i zhaogeng. OPSY!

so long nv go luckybread le.
saving money so i onli bought ruffles. :D
and we realised tat the Lan shop beside can actually see us clearly thru the glass,
even though from the cafe we cant see them.
like so freaky can! LOL.
imagine eating until damn unglam and a whole crowd of ppl at the other side of the glass laughing at u. ohmygod.

1st time going home with jiarong,
and i tink i dug alot of info out. muahahs.
ehs, u say wan call me back nv call. u good.

went to meet him. :)
didn't noe wad to do other than stand there & wait. :x
hehe, thanks ehs. (L)

there's ting xie tmr and i'm so lazy. x.x
lost track on the amnt of Amaths hw i have. urgh.
and claire, are we gonna have tuition? LOL.
belinda there oso have ehs. dunno which one to go. x.x

PICTURES:

Qien and his extremely big styling comb. :O

daniel unglam la! :P

3ep warming up for the netball match against 3rp.

whose big butt is tat. -.-

catch claire in action!

hearts all over like never before.

UPDATE - I WANT YOU.

2009-08-02T11:18:00.001+08:00

there's something wrong with blogger!
i can't see the toolbar,
so say bye to my large fonts. TT

Gavie is coming over today!
and maybe we're gonna head down to TM to buy pressie.
muahahas.
so long nv do actual catching up with him le.
since mrs long changed our seating arrangements. :(
Pb finally is free on sundays! HAHA.
like hw damn long nv go out with u le ah?

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK ANG ANG!
last long with ahem okayys.
and grow taller. lol lol.
oh ya! BINBIN IS MINE OKAYS.
don't tink you can have him. :D

i have a bad bad bad news.
my mom cut down on my allowance! LOL.
okays la, not so bad.
last time use to be she'll top up until an amount she thinks is more safe everyday.
so i got no financial restriction.
budden nw she say,
"6 DAYS 70 BUCKS."
excluding sunday.
and i feel so rich cause there's 70 bucks in my wallet,
but so broke cause it's gonna last me for a week! WTHH.
how to survive. even include ezlink top up ehs.
but i tink oso good la.
nw i can keep track of hw much i spend.
my diary book inside gt financial page, HAHA.
finally can put it into good use.
reminds me of Pb going "HUH?! YOU GOT WRITE DIARY ONE AH?!"
diary book = schedule book la.
YOU THINK I SO FREE?! (actually i am. LOL)
claire teoteo, remind me i have to SHEN QIAN ok! tyty. :)

blocking the thoughts out, how long can i go on like this?

UPDATE - DISGUSTED.

2009-07-31T21:09:00.001+08:00

even you cannot be relied on.
tell me, what's the truth then?
you do know i realised.
long ago.

UPDATE - I NEED YOU & U WERE HERE.

2009-07-31T19:48:00.006+08:00

a very very bad day. urgh.

felt kinda stressed today cause of SS test.
but it turned out to be not as hard. phew.
meipeng, cheer up. although i'm not feeling any better.

eng lesson was at libraryyyy. :D thx Mr. soon, lolll.
the lib was so quiet, while claire was teaching me SS,
my stomach growl and we both heard it. LOL.
rofl all the way. :)
mr. soon came over and said ...
" the best of friends will turn out to be the worst of enemies. beware. "
random but.. he got a point.

after cca cabbed down to tm to meet yvon they all.
claire came along with weikang.
belinda knew we were hungry den keep tempting us. HAHA.
realised we didn't collect money for the class tee.
i'm so sorry belinda & claire, but i seriously don't think we shld pull him into our class's stuff.
in the end they took all of my money and huimin's to gather enuff money to make tee.
i'm brokeeee. like the worst time.
i've never walked arnd with ZERO BUCKS before siahhs.
zzz.
pea went off to meet her fren.
mama damn wad la, keep saying if i go home den i no nid come out again. -.-
nt like i gonna stay out late right.
but in the end i still went home & ran out.
wanted to get some money but my mom caught me in the act.
chakwa, owe u first k! sorry! :(
went out to eat with him.
so sorry i couldn't pei u longer. aish.
& thanks for being here when i needed you.

whoever tat borrowed 10 bucks from belinda, please rmb to return k.
don know wad's happening but you all act like i was the one tat owed him.
lols. made me so zzz. -.-

PICTURES:

so unglammm. :/

:)

guess which pair is mine? (rightttt.)

in LT1 camwhoreee. :)

i like my hairrrr. :D

lovablesss.

cool shot claire. :D

007! HAHAH.

too bad it's blurr.

claire fake delete this pic. tskkk.

3empathians :D

THE FUNNIEST PIC OF TODAY...

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GAVIE IS SO SO SO CUTEEE.
hope your back is better. :)
y u look so kelian! u shld be honoured k!

i hate to act ignorant when i do know.

UPDATE - TGT FOREVER.

2009-07-30T19:44:00.004+08:00

it's my 911st post! lols.

today lessons all v dry.
but lucky Huishan brought my fave - RUFFLES! :D
kept me alive thruout the day.
Phy test was easier than expected.
and thank god SS test postponed.
one more day to study, phew.

today chi lesson and i tot we were behaving pretteh alright.
but Chi tcher end up crying to Mrs Long. -.-
crappy la. say we call her dogs & cats. LOL.
Mrs Long gt damn pekcek, and asked us to say why we unhappy with chi cher.
spammed her with complains, like hw unreasonable & naggy she is bla bla bla.
Mrs Long say she'll tok to her, but i doubt it'll work lo.
tink Mrs Long will still end up siding her. -.-

we started on the notice board.
and Huishan's penknife makes me shiver.
super sharp it sliced thru the cardboard and wenbin's table plastic cover. opsy!
the best slashing penknife on earth. :) shan, lend me when i need it.
and keep it away from the girl sitting infront of u. tsk.

NAPFA 5 items!
Incline chin ups - 5. (lols, i did my best k! last year was 4 horhhs!)
Sit & reach - 48cm. (idk why i cant go further. but i gt my A. lalala)
Sit up - 32 (i didn't cheattt!)
Standing broad jump - 168cm (my 1st try was so.. screwed. lols.)
Shutter run - 11.4 + s (ihateshutterunihateshutterrunihateshutterrun!)
2.4km run - 17.35min (i didn't fail. thank god. nt going for retest. :P)
napfa is finally overrr. yayeee.
no more tiger balms & counterpains!

today found some beehive.
den called Mr Chua come. hahas.
he was finding the beehive when the bee came and he chuatiok.
damn cute. :P
first time see Mr Chua scared siahs. hahas.
he's nt as fierce afterall.

on the way home,
huimin they all toking abt hokkien & cantonese.
den i got everything mixed up.
so i told them..
Me : Eh eh eh, i ABC ok! American Born Chinese! tat's y i dunno hw to speak!
Claire : righttt. Daniel ABC! African Born Chinese! HAHA. or maybe AFRICAN BANGLADESH CHINESE. ahahahhas.
Belinda : aiya, i den ABC la! ASIA'S BEST CHIOBU! HAHAHAHAHA.
damnnnnn joke la they all. lols.

GAVIE HING HING!
MISS YOU TO BITS OKAYS!
U BETTER FASTER RECOVER AND COME BACK!
and don let me catch u smsing ppl & not sleeping. :P

alot of camwhore pics at daryl's phone.
er zi, come on9 fasterrrrr! hehe.

my back hurts.
no more xia hou yao anymore. killer move. lols.

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.

UPDATE - I'M WORRIED FOR YOU.

2009-07-29T18:41:00.005+08:00

today is slack day!
i love wednesdays, especially when there's no remedial. :D
had two lessons of Mr Soon,
find him damnnn interesting. lol lol.
i yawn he say "iris, thank you for absorbing the carbon dioxide." lol?

went to buy hanjie & ang ang's pressie.
Jon, u wan edible stuff or inedible ones? LOL.
met with him and went walk walk. :)
hope you're feeling better,
don worry about tomorrow k?
make me worried. :x

my bro just saw the fb thingy. LOL.
and he went "OHMYGAWDDDD.MYGAWDDDD.MAMA! LOOK!"
hahahs.
mama tiok mesmerised by him today when he came up. :P
say his eyes damn chio. lolsss.

finally tok to Daniel from the other class.
i always see him in mrt to tamp but i nv tok to him before.
he damn funny.
Daniel : hey, i ask you something, don be offended k?
me : ok. hmm?
Daniel : are you singaporean?
me : HUHHHH. I LOOK LIKE CHINA IZZIT?!
Daniel : yea...
me : I'M PURE SINGAPOREAN LAAAA! why u tot i china?
Claire : shld be ur complexion la.
Daniel : yea, your skin complexion. just nw hear your eng den i realised u nt china.
me : :x I'M PURE SINGAPOREAN HORHHH.
i where gt look chinaaaa. :(

GAVIE, GET WELL SOON K!
u this notti boi, today still wan go lan. u good.
u tmr better don absent or else i go ur house poke u. :P
don make me worried u this stinko. hehe.

and i changed my strap to some dark pink-purplish one. :D HAPPY!

PICTURES:
(yst camwhore)

10 out of 14 of the girls in 3ep. :D love you all!

not going anywhere, like i promised.

UPDATE - YOU FOUND ME.

2009-07-28T20:32:00.005+08:00

DREADFUL 2.4 RUN.

and i tot i did pretteh well for someone who didn't go for trials at all.

i had stamina for a full 1st round!

ok i noe it's not so impressive but i'm impressed by myself. :P

maybe half a can of cold Red Bull did help. hahahs.

but huishan told me she 16+mins,

den she say i behind her...

and i nid 18.10mins to pass.

so she tinks i failed. omg. no way.

even if fail i oso no wan retest. :x

ted was running his 2nd round when i ran my 2nd round too.

and the pro thing is, HE STARTED LATER THAN ME.

omg, i feel so zibei.

saw pea & co. walking thruout. lol?

Mr Chia was like ...

" EH YOU! DON WALK! FASTER, LAST ROUND! GOOOOOO! "

hahahhas. thanks, u made me chiong to the end. :P

but i tell i'm half dead after tat run,

and thanks gavril for accompanying me to water cooler & toilet. hahahs.

but it's so weird for a guy to pei me go toilet. XD

i was freaking dizzy and we slack in exhibition hall for aircon.

while claire try to haolian her cello skills. :P

and GRATS TO CLAIRE FOR BEING THE 1ST GIRL IN 3EP FOR 2.4KM. :D

ty qien, daniel, belinda & claire for the red bull tat i koped. :P

spam food after tat.

valerie kinda fainted. :/ hope she's ok.

it's scareh tat the guys are fine after 2.4,

they even continued to play bball. :o

this few days keep calling cab.

i'm going broke. TT

and yeah, ty belinda for the ride.

alighted at bedok,

walked with meipeng on bedok CC.

guess who we saw?

Pengbo & Zhangyang with 2 other guys! LOL.

we fake fake nv see them and walk pass.

Zy eyes v sharp, spotted us. hehe.

and they were playing bball.

red bull does help ehs? HAHA.

went out for dinner with family.

daddy took leave today. :)

shld've asked him to fetch siahs. x.x

now i'm so full i feel like sleeping. lols.

i'm totally lost for Amaths, Chem & Phy.

someone please save me.

or else i'm gonna die for EOY le. x.x

Chi cher made me so damn pissed today. thwu. -.-

hope huimin uploads the camwhore of 2.4 soon. :P

camwhore is LOVED.

oh, and i lost my hp pouch. :(

wished you were here.

UPDATE - NTH'S RIGHT WITHOUT YOU.

2009-07-27T20:31:00.004+08:00

i had monday blues. :/

1st bad thing.
in the morning damn suey.
passing the ERP, den let like the butt of the car to pass ERP,
but at tat damn time the ERP start up ehs!
den wa lao, tiok charged. -.-
and got alot of ppl ride on road shoulder. TSK.

2nd suey thing.
the 2nd thumbprint machine spoil,
den i suey suey go queue for tat one.
stuck there for kinda long, gave up.
decided to go to class first, luckily viv come tell me 2nd machine gt prob.
so i chiong back & use 1st machine. WTH LA.

3rd bad thing.
den boring lessons.
super dry chem had half an hour extra.
i hate this man. 1.5 hrs of chem. next week will be Amaths. oh god.
lunch break and fish & chips are niceee.
cheese fries made me so full i hugged my stomach for 1 hr. x.x

4th bad thing.
assembly is.. dry alright.
and i hate sitting on the floor.
give us some combined assembly please!
mr.soon damn bad mood today. :/
finally saw Yanling in sch. lols.
no more transparent.

5th bad thing.
IT STARTED RAINING. ZZZ.
buey tahan siahhs! :x
took bus 31, and tot i could feast on ruffles.
but the ruffles tasted so horrible i suspect it's overdued. -.-

6th bad thing.
CAR SICK.
or maybe u can call it bus sick.

7th bad thing.
super late dinner today i tot i was gonna die of starvation.

8th bad thing.
imy. :/

YES, SO I HAD MONDAY BLUES.
and i emo-ed on the bus,
spamming "YOU FOUND ME" by The Fray.
and i couldn't get to sleep in the bus.

THE BIGGEST BAD THING...
AND IT'S TMR. MY NIGHTMAREEE.
IT'S 2.4 RUN! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
thwi. i'm gonna wear my tennis shoes for fun. :P
didn't train at all for this year cause everytime gt trial i'm sick.
plsletmepassmy2.4.plsletmepassmy2.4.

nothing's right without you.